sdf

mini poppers, recorded singing sessions, many many yawns, homework being done for me and a good/lousy sleep to end of the whole night.
(good cos i slept through with no dreams.bad cos i woke up so damn tired still)
thanks vannny. yesterday was fun~
and THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ME NEW PEEEMPLE PLUCKER TOOOOLL..
im a very happy girl:) no more unnecessary bumpybumpies on my face~:D

well, i just felt like embarrassing myself today.
k maybe not all out to embarrass myself but more of to..
put a smile on your face! either a smile from laughing or a smile of disgust (?!)
but HERE WE GO. this is the monster i was back in the days.
BEWAREEE
(pity blogger wont allow me to hide the pic first or smtg, create some suspense.hahaha)

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.there we go.i made it small small.
kudos to innovative suspense!
well say hello to the
winner of the the
look-like-a-horse
and
dress-like-a-fool
competition.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
k.very ugly.goodbye.

ssdf

was supposed to go to pulau ubin today, so i went for 6.45AM mass ALONE cos jill said to be ready by 9.30.but WOWWHEE. we didnt end up gg in the end -_-.
ahhhhhh wells, kinda expected it anyways.

so ive been thinking,to ------------,
its kinda sad to think that we've pretty much lost our friendship.
im thinking. cos the outlook on our recent interactions havent been exactly good.
and its pretty disappointing to see what youre doing with your life now.
youve become someone i dont think i know anymore, not that i really knew you,
but now, i really dont. i guess birds of a feather, really do flock together.
and though its been quite a while that ive been in-the-know of things,
i still chose to eliminate the negative points of you, and just base
how i see you as what i saw and i always tried to stand up for you.
well, i guess im still gonna try and do that, cos nobody's perfect but im just glad
i got to see the good side of you, so i can believe what i say when i defend you, though
now, it'd be based on how i saw you as last time.
All i can say is, girls, arnt toys.
there's a price that some unlucky ones have to pay.
and i really just hope you dont end up being one of them.
take care of yourself k mr. protection's always the key.

and however this msg comes across, i really mean well
and just hope the best for you.
Whatever it is, Im here, and have always been. and i really wont mind taking up
the chance to get to know the real you again. but until you screw the idea of giving me the cold shoulder, take good care of yourself.

asfds

i just found this cool.
and i think im falling in love with fergie's album.
ooooooooo.

and im like going on a youtubingspreee now.
dont you think fergie kinda dances like ellen degeneres here?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

dont you dont you?!

i actually wanted to find a vid of ellen dancing, so i cld compare it, but then i found this!!!!!hahahaha.damncuteommmggg.


okae but now here's the comparison to fergie's dance.hahaha

DAS

sometimes i wonder if this is the right scene for me.
paranoia and irritations.
im glad i have my girls:)
and i know ive said this so many times before,
but im so happy what we have is a real friendship built on love, care and concern.
and that only being less than a quarter of what our relationship really is.

Tasha,Nini,Tiffy,Nicole Oli,Sonn Pasu,Paula Sim,and last but not least, Rachy.
Im so thankful to have met you'll and i never want to lose any one of you.
infact, i hope i die first.
HAHA. as in cos cos cos, then i wont suffer when losing youll.
not that i hope to die now la. YAA GETTT?

k whatev.
ANYWAYS.
eh eh eh.
ANTONNNN.
your party was so hott and smashing in the relak-one-corner way.
:D

and as of today, a confirmation letter can be sent in to NewWater
saying i can be like a new branch for recycled water. The amount of perspiration.
ooooomyyygooshhhh.
I absolutely am hating this weather.
and global warming.
and everything.
ughhhhhhh.

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oh yeahh! Ryan tannnn ah. though we may be like leagues apart now,
im still here and i hope youre A-ok alright?
ryantan was missing from the scene today.
i hope he comes back soon.
take care mr.lighten up alright? :)

OH YEAH. and MS LANGE.
congrats on getting your driving license on the first try!
time to bug daddy for the car and
WOOOOOO.
time of our lives man.
HURRY HURRY HURRY GO EARN AND BUY A CAR.
then you can chauffeur me to school.
harrrharrr.jokes.
k love you la sisTAAAA.
hurr.
here's one of the few from our past.
:)

afasd

hi. rugby today was soso.
not the cca but more of how i was.
blahblahh. i really wanna play in the competition though.
but standing out among 63 plusplusplus ppl is so hard.
when the places to fill are only so small an amount.
ROARR. whatev.

on to events,
5th JULY.
FREEMANSLAND's ANNIVERSARY@ HOMECLUB.
Come celebrate it with us! Admission's only $6 and everybody's just gonna come
down and mingle! There'll be a list of cool bands playing as well! Such as
1)Deafening Silence

2)Axecalibur

3)Face-off

4)An overseas band

5)Cigarette Sex
(havent heard of them?all the more you should come down!
REALLY well chosen bands and come support Local talent!
Really not a fan of local talent? NO WORRIES> come down and
enjoy a good crowd and good drink prices!cheap beers!
so do help me promote and get tickets from me asap!
:}

On to 6th July. Festival for a future @ The Glass Pavilion-fareast square(near raffles i think?)
Tickets at $20 IF YOU BUY FROM ME. but $25 at the door.
Expensive? HEYYY, think of it like this.
FIRSTLY, there'll be a list of TOP singapore bands!
ELECTRICO.
CARACAL.
A VACANT AFFAIR.
THE FIRE FIGHT.
and more bands like
Redeeming the Riot,
How to kill a muffin man,
finding michelle,
adieu,
humonguous C,
12:01,
XD ,
10 minutes late,
grace's,
armchair critic,
deafening silence,
for this cycle.
AND PLUS.A FASHION SHOWWWWWW.

now secondly, ALL PROFITS GO TO CHARITY YOYOYO.
to help build a school in rural China!
so enjoy good music and! help other out! contribute and feel gooood doing it yoyoyo.

so im closing accounts by about wednesday,
GET IT FROM ME SOON ALRIGHT.
thanks:)

dvazdf

Hair plastered down,
looking like an egg
and training in the RAINNNN was pretty cool today.
But no doubt, damn bloody tiring.

Laying out the drills..
1)Fitness : 5 shuttle runs, 15 push-ups, 15 crunches, 15 jumping-jacks,--->(1 set)
so we did like THREE sets.

THEN.
2)running around from sports complex to near mensa, to library and through business school.

3)drills again,
--10 push-ups,10 sit-ups,10 push-ups,10 sit-ups,20 jumping jacks and 20 step-ups-->1 set.
and again, we did..THREE sets.

well at the start of training, totally felt like i was losing all the skills taught and blah,
but by the end of training, i scored a tryyy!or a made a try?did a try?touched-down?
whatevvvvvvvv. i sscored a point! (but translate to rugby terms)haha.

well, i realise one thing why i like the game.
when youre playing, you can really feel the adrenaline pumping and
when you call for the ball, and (for me-quite a lousy catcher) to catch the ball,
runnnnnnnn and dart and SCOREEE makes you feel totally good.
and the people in the cca are pretty nice too:)
but the people i go with for cca are JUST THE BOMBBB mannnnn.
Sherrie Han,Kim Sim,Felicia,Ashley Ngggg,and all.
woooooooo. we are kanyeee wessSAC yo.
hahahaahhahahaahhaha.

k.
im going to sleep now.
tmr's a short-long day.
i start at 12 but end at 6.which is totally draggy.
but movie afterwards?yes no yes no?
noooooooo. lets save money vannny.
dinner and event planning?
yes no yes no?you see you cant say i didnt wanna go out with you ahhh.ha

k a little proud aunty's moment. :)

OKAE.GOODNIGHT.NOW.BYE.

dzsfsxd

omgggggg. i cannot believe i didnt sleep at all last night just so i could finish up my csa project.
so with the 4 cups of tea that kept me awake through the night, i left early for school so i cld hand in my proj and it totally felt like an elephant was lifted from my shoulders. CSA. OVER.DONE.WOOOOOOOO.

so but anyways, got back macro econs marks and i like just passed.
what.the.fuck. totally spoilt like 1/4 of my day. at least the meeting at night with kaisheng, van and louis brightened me up!Adam and jemie came too! and omg totally felt damn good seeing jemie after so long. pretty updated we are. :) okae so we spent like a whole hour watching Bboys break it down at the underground part near the esplanade there and omgggggg, they are so coooool and gooood. then we wrapped up our day with playing charades(the song version) in the mrt as van being the perpetual mute singer. hahah.

so now its really sleep for me. after like 48 hours with probably two 1hr naps in between.

and to -----------.
thanks so much for always being there!
you show so much care and concern i hope you show yourself the same alright!
gogo~ mr wheelies cum malay singer.hahaha.


k night yoyoyoyo.
OH AND OMG.
COME GET TICKETS FROM ME.
COOLEST EVENT of the upcoming week!


oh yeah and hi jeffrey.
this is for youuuuu.
or more like. THIS IS YOU.hahah

to people, if youre wondering whats the two things sticking out from his ears,
its his extra skin.i just drew what i saw.
HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHa.
okae i joke.
his friend just kept poking the two things into his ears.
haa.


K BYE FO SHO FO SHO.

adasd

Csa is killing me.
Slept at 4 last night and woke up at 10:35 this morning.
Rushed to 11am mass, came back and ate lunch.
Then.....FELL ASLEEP.
till what time? FIVE FREAKING CLOCK.plusplus.

so its 10:02 now. and im still rushing CSA (computer applications system).
im thinking.
and i dont understand what the hell im supposed to dooooooo.

*points above*
THIS.IS.WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO GET.
but no.im not getting it.
(Lijuan why you so good!!!)
omgggggggg. my peeeeemplesssss are resurrecting.
and i think their planning a riot soon.
X_X.


WELL.
whatevs to that.
ill settle it in time to come.

on to..
HI KAISHENG.
thanks for your sweet fml-devoted blog post.
and you are NOT fighting this alone:)
NEVERRRRRRRRRRR.

okae.ive gotta stop getting distracted.
FML MEETING SOON KAYY~
FREEMANSLANDilloveloveoveeeee:):):)

sds

If you want me to improve on smtg, tell me.
But if you want me to stop voicing out my opinions, im sorry,i can't.
i was not arguing kaisheng.i dunno why you chose to see it that way.
i was merely telling you not to expect so much
hence,to prevent such great disappointment upon seeing our figures.
i know my ambs. and i know that fml isnt their first priority.
different people, different perception.
you may have fml as first, and when you think up your plans,
they may sound good on paper and everything, but human-wise,
not many are as committed as you, or as hardworking as you
many just dont look at fml the way you want them to.

basically, i think we need to revamp the system.
can i be listened to and not judged as ARGUING but more of SUGGESTING?




im so stressed about fml and i dont think you see it.
everywhere i go i try and ask ppl to come.
yes, maybe its my "freaking pitch".

come.one day.
you.me.pen.and paper.
teach me kaisheng.
i cant just be thrown into the deep sea and expected to float.
i know thats what you kinda want,
experimentations, experiences and learning from our mistakes.
but i need to know the basics.

How i got so affected by your blog post was just because of one
main word that triggered it.
"disappointed".
do you know how discouraging it is to be said to disappoint someone?
especially after you try your best and work so hard.
i live my life in hopes of not disappointing anyone, though i know thats kinda impossible.
but im just saying, you made me look at myself and think otherwise.
you made me feel like im not good enough and that im such a disappointment.
as if my self-esteem wasnt already somewhere hovering close above the ground,
its now sunk to an all time low. where i feel what i do will just sometimes never be seen as good in your eyes. im not saying that youre that your expectations are so damnass high, but im just saying, i guess whatever i do will never stand out to you. since i really work so hard at doing so. just hoping to be successful and have people realise that it was me who did it, or me who worked hard. and dont get me wrong, im not looking for praises or anything, but just to be looked as, as smtg far better than a "bimbo".
but i thank you for laying out what i did well and all a few weeks back.but so many things have changed now and from your blog post, it just really seems like youre not happy.and when youre not happy, im not happy.you dont know how interlinked all our feelings are with yours.you dont know how much we get affected when we see you stressed, sitting four-eyed in front of your computer with a smile barely able to show itself on your face.and thats kinda really very saddening..
i love Freemansland too much man. I WILL work hard for it.
but in this trying time of school projects and the numerous amnt of deadlines,
i know you understand but i hope you keep understanding why i have to prioritize that as first.
afterall,i do wanna stay in Fml.but we all know what mummy said bout me failing.
i can pretty much kiss fml goodbye. thats why im trying so hard for it.
but yes, im still on for the fight for fml.
cos we're family. and i want us to go far.

okae i dont think i wanna continue all this tonight la.
i guess it should be sleep now.or csa.
ugh.csa.
i just knew i wld push it to sunday.
damnit.

adcasd

its sad to know that after all we've been through,
one week apart and your views on us change.
i thought we would last.
i thought we were family.
though you cant see what ive been doing,
lemme tell you i do stress alot for us.
even if it seems like im only doing my assigned work, im not.

so we're slowing down.
talk to us then. tell us how we can help.
yes i have to prioritize.and im sorry that i cant make us first.
i have a life to lead.parents to please. but i really really love us.
and ill always care alot for us.but i still need to set myself straight, with the first.
you say you understand but maybe you dont really?
or maybe you do at the time you say you do, but then later on,everything once understood is misunderstood.i dont really blame you, defeat can change one's perception into thinking otherwise.


Communication breakdown alert.And thats just one of the worst possible things that could ever happen.I love us to much to let us go. I will not, until we get this right.I miss the past us. What ever happened to it.

-Disappointment and sadness.
not directed to anyone but to everyone.

sd fa

Today started off with me waking up super early to find almost all my classmates online!
why the special occasian? BECAUSE OF STUPID CDS CHOOSING.(its our new subj.)
so almost EVERYONE from tp RUSHES to apply for their cds as its first come first serve but...
STUPID PAGE DOESNT LOAD.server down or thing not done properly, IDONT KNOW. but it was irritating.but whatev. thanks briannn for helping me to do mine. im praying i dont suddenly find out the class i got posted to was some water energy or smtg class that you had been threatening me with like TEN THOUSAND + 192873128937 TIMES! hahaaa. k whatever.this is gg on for two long.


SO ANYWAYS, helped Cheryl and her friends from Apparel Design course in a photoshoot for a lookbook, today.Went there with Nick!and im so happy all the clothes managed to block the stupid bloated stomach due to that stupid-irritating-unnecessary-thing-at-that-time-of-the-month. But whatev, everything went great and i actually had tonnes of fun. Thanks to everyone on the set:) Cheryl, Adora, Weimin, Vanessa, Ade, Pepper especially~ :) okae so the pictures havent come yet but pictures with nick after make-up..

alright.time to REALLY do some CDS now.

AND HEY.EVERYONE.
COME DOWN TO HOMECLUB TMR.-SATURDAY.
BANDSHOWCASE (Half Acoustic/Half Hardcore)
experience both extreme opposites!
tickets at $14 at the door.
TWO INTERNATIONAL BANDS.
surprise surprise!
some come down to find oout who:)
PROMOTE PROMOTE!
SPREADSPREAD.
seeyou tmrrrrr :):)

zdscvsz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE SHAAN:)
(minus 5 days:) )
your party was SPANKING and you getting drunk, vomiting, sleeping for awhile, and getting back on your feet making sure everything was alright was so cute.i hope you really enjoyed yourself!im sure im speaking on behalf of all of us when i say we all did:)

on to the next day,
MAHJONG-ed with Liana,Jaclyn,Katrina and we all had a sleeping Jemie for company!
i LOSSSSSS ALLLLLL my money.even though i secretly shook the table in hopes of getting some luck.but NOoooooo. LIANA MADHAVEN just kept winning and winning and winning!haha but fun day anyways with the girls~ :) Jaclyn, i hope you get better faster!looking good already though~ :)

As for today.
its like
DEAD-o day.. kept dreading my CSAproject and ihavent even started.bonded with mummy and the Teeeveee practically the whole day. Then an ex-convict came to the house selling pens. We were all thinking its really good that they themselves aare doing this, tryna make a change in life and to even come out and say it to ppl hoping they dont get judged or have doors slam in their faces is really strong of them! I wish you all well~!:))

okae its sleep now.
nownownownownow.
tmrs such a long day.
and sat is an even longer day.
i hopei dont leave my csa proj till sunday cos that'll just suck big time.
bigbigbig time.


pictures will be uploaded sooon!!:))
check out
www.youarelookingat.myphotoalbum.com
for gig photos and some others~


ohyeahhh,and went back to school(SAC) on monday with pau,nick and mark.
visited my dear dancers and miss ong!
i really cant wait for the concert:)

dsf

my pimple buster tool broke.
the world is coming to an end.

daddypleasebringmetotheskindoctorsoonprettyplease.

zxcvz

yes jemie. i will make use of my organizer.



anyways, i realise i havent been uploading any pictures.
and everything's just become so wordy.
so uhhhhhhhh.here we goooooo~


mummy-o and daddy-o :)

HAPPY FATHERS DAY DADDDYDEAREST.

the growing nephew:)

and his 15 minute girlfriend.

papa and nanny:)

mummy and the second nephewww.

papa and nanny:)

loving the two sisters, kat and jill.

and a very sexy feo.

FML yoyoyoyoyoyo.

asdasd

Just came back from simpang with nick, mark and his bestfriend chomps.
mark's down from aussie!so nick is on a happy-spreeeee~ :)

well.the Menu of The Day in Audrey's Stomach.
1)milo pops.
2)ramen char mee
3)more milo pops.
4)curry maggi mee
5)3 scoops of vanilla caramel ice-cream(I-SCREAM)
5)nasi goreng ayam
5)2 fried chicken wings
6)teh peng
7)pokka green tea.

Thank you Audrey for disgusting yourself.
Thank you Audrey for making yourself fat.
Thank you Audrey for causing your own misery.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
enough 3rd point of view talk,
i feel like although i sometimes dont feel hungry,
i somehow have this urge just to snack on smtg.
and as i open the fridge, i always have this short argument in my head about whats right for me.
that i shouldnt be stuffing myself but my brain cells just seem to send down impulses to my body and causes my actions to do otherwise. and i hate this so bloody much cos im really hating the fact that im putting on weight and as much as people can say otherwise, i still think so.and the best part is when it comes to eating, i just stuff my face to no tomorrow and end up sobbing in my own misery afterwards.what.is.happening.to.me.why.does.this.have.to.happen.to.me.
i.hate.this.i.hate.this.so.fucking.much.i.hate.food.i.hate.my.fats.i.just.hate.this.fucked.up.situation.



anyways.on a somewhat.higher note.
went over to liana's that day.
Sonn,Jemie,Liana,Ryan,Afiq and Adam.
Sonn and Ryan-drunkkk.
and everyone had fun laughing at them, including at jemie who was high after everyone had sobered.harharrr.

well.best part of the night.
i.got.peed.on.by.tupac(their pug)
THANK YOU VERY MUCH LIL DOGGY.
YOUR SHOWERS OF BLESSING FROM THE 3RD FLOOR WAS VERY MUCH.
NOT.T.T.T. APPRECIATED. and to think i thought it was raining.

but hey.does this mean ive got good luck now?
i got peed on damnit.i am gonna get smtg better in return,right?

sg

HELLO HELLO.
I CANNOT BELIEVE I WAS MISSING OUT ON THE WHOLE JESSICA THING.


TIFFANY KHOO XUE FEN.
BEST FRIEND OF FIVE LONG YEARS.
im so very very sorry i didnt help you REBUKE that bitcchhhhh earlier!
but everytime i went to everyones blog page (tasha and you.hahah)
all seemed well! and....UN-updateddddd!

SO NOW.
I HAVE READ IT ALL.
AND I AM HERE.
TO GIVE MY TWO-CENTS WORTH OF THOUGHTS to YOUUU MISS JESSICAAAA.
(eh my dad's computer's font is so big.i feel so empowered.woooooooooo.k sorry.)

NOW.
LIL LADY.
You may have just thought that leaving a passing remark consisting of FIVE words might not have caused such a bad issue. AS YOU CAN SEE, the issue has blown off its course, and YOU lil miss, have won the competition for being *MOST-HATED-ONLINE-JESSICA-EVERRRRRRR*.
So if you think that no one can find you, and you are in your safe haven behind your stupid dusty computer(hopefully so dusty its not reflective), then i must say, youre lucky you are. But even if you werent, the circle of loving friends that tiffy has, are smart enough not to waste their time on looking you up. But i just hope, that by looking at the amount of comments given back to you, just by you leaving such a short and FOUL comment, is enough to help you channgeee your ways.

SO WHAT if someone isnt a size zero or two?
SO WHAT(you should actually watch tyra banks.)if someone isnt as skinny as a stick?
SO WHAT if someone just isnt as slim as all the other walking sticks in singapore?

AT LEAST.
Miss Tiffany Khoo has a heart of GOLD.
There's no doubting she's wealthy, but she isnt the LEAST BIT snobbish!
She's lovely, gorgeous, jovial,sweet and kind. She's funny, beautiful,generous and basically,
an epitome of A VERY WELL BROUGHT UP NICE LOVING SWEET KIND AND DOWNRIGHT BEAUTIFFFFFUL TIFFANY KHOO.

SO. can i ask YOUUUUU.
what kind of reaction were you trying to trigger in her?
what kind of message were you trying to get across?

for her to start losing weight?
for her to feel less confident
for her to lose her self-esteem?
OR.
for you just to leave a spiteful comment just cos you had nothing nice to say and you just didnt wanna feel left out in the "cool tag board scene"
(ahhhahaha.k sorry that was really lame.)

BUT YES.
i dont know HOW you look.
or WHO you are.
but from what i can see,
YOU=NO brain. NO beauty.
so what if you may actually be pretty?
WHERES THE INTERNAL BEAUTY YO.
YOURE TOTALLY LACKINGGG ITTTT~
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and uhh bout the brains, no comment.
cos if you had brains, you would actually have
thought of how hurtful what you said was and blahhblahh..
but you didnt, so now youre braineless and i am rambling so ill cont.
the more impt parts.
-----------------------------------------------------

SO it would reallly be so nice if you could THINK***(i know its hard with a brain capacity of yours but just try k?) again before leaving another spiteful comment on other people's blogs.
IF the person was REALLLY A TOTAL BITCH. then yes. MAYBE she deserves it, but have you met tiffy?have you talked to her? has she offended you in any way?

Im guessing. A BIG FAT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONO.
so think again dear mofo.
turn over a new leaf.
and hopefully, you wont win your crown for a second year running.







Now. to THE BEAVER BESTIES.
im sorry i couldnt send you off tiffy!
i didnt even SAY GOODBYE
ZOmgxgxzgxgzxz,
but ive just been so disorganised and spaced out lately, everythings
just become a daze. but i hope you three reallly have fun over there in sydney alright!
ill be savingggg up! next yearrrrr! woooooooooooooooooooo.

and like ive said before, SAVE MY HEAD A SPACE IN THR PICTURES YOYOYO.
then i can go on a cropping-and-pasting-of-Audrey's-head-spreeeeeeeee~
haaahahaaaa.

I really miss you girls. I cant wait till Nov :)
and PLEASE STAY FOR MY 18TH.
:):):):):):):):):)
Love love love love youuu three like, whoa~.

ads

Sometimes i wish i could just shut myself out of everything.
i feel so strangled with all these responsibilities but its just reality.
and as much as i feel like running away, i know that'll it'll just make
everything worse, upset myself and basically,think less of myself.

so besides having very sore muscles and puffy eyes from crying all day
while watching The OC, im here to ask.

Who wants to buy Vaunt III tickets from me?

Date:17th June (tues)
Time:9-late
Venue:MOS
Age Limit:16 and above.
Price:$17.

msg me asap yes?
send me an email with your no. or smtg COSSS, my friendster's just fuckingg upupupupppp.
THANKS.


oh yes.and

Looking for Acoustic/Rock Bands to play on the 21st of June.
Venue: Homeclub.
Only criteria: Sell 25 tickets per band.
(I hope you understand that we need to pay the club and the overhead costs and logistics)
(if youre really keen on playing but the tickets are abit hard to sell, we can nego abit alright?)
Thanks:)

contact Louis:94562076

fjfh

I never knew how many people read urban. right until now.
and i re-sprained my ankle during touch rug.
-_-----------.
BUT.at least i scored yoyoyo!
k off to uploading event pictures.
boringgggggg.

fdsc

beer is one of the most disgusting things that ever walked the earth.
anyways, despite the initial stress,
SMASH II with I on the 9th was a success
and it wouldnt be without all of you who came down (like duh.)

I wanna thank FREEMANSLAND(cheyy.) HOMECLUB, the AMBASSADORS, and all the others who werent ambassadors but still helped me alotttttt. (Adam and Sonn, thanks yooyoyo)

So i hope everyone had fun yeahyeahyeahhhh?

off uploading pictures now.
check out www.friendster.com/freemansland
if youre interested in the pics from the band showcase on the 9th.
CHAO.


:)

xfbcb

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY:)
. Youre as old as this millenia -8, divide by 400, +6. (does that make 56?) Well, not like he reads by blog but ILOVEYOUDADDDDY:) andi cant wait for lunch.wooooooooo~. gimme a few years and ill start paying for your birthday lunches alright. :D

adfa

Aunty Margaret is coming soon.
I can just feeeeeeeel it.
besides, im starting to pms and get irritated at the smallest things.
I hope Aunty Margaret comes after tmr.
She's so unexpected damnit.







and to -
i never meant for things to happen this way.
please lets be friends, friends till the end.

daf

school holidays have somewhat already started for me.
but im still stressing with work and my multiple projects.

i really miss my Loves and i really hope i can somehow squeeze all of them in this hol.

Tasha Green, Nini Green and Tiffy Khoo. I miss the Beavers so dearly.
can youll like draw my face on a balloon to resemble my fat-face-egg-head and bring me around wherever youll go in sydney please?or leave a space in pictures so i can skillfully insert my face into your pictures? :( im really really sad. Its already the second time im missing out on Aussie. >:[
NEXT YEAR OKAEOKAE?:D please i pray. i will try and saveeeeeeee:)

Nicole Oli and Pau. I really miss you dears so much too. Especially you nicole stupid oliveiro.
One of my best, of 5 years and counting, i know its really hard to meet with your school and my school timings.andbetter yet, marko polo'scoming down.but i hope my excuse of me wanting to take pics of youll can get us to meet.hahaha better not meet me only for the pictures ah!hurhurrrr. i really miss you babe. can we meet soon. and pau, i miss hearing your voice echo across the whole dance studio inthis low vibrating tone, going.." NOOOOOOOOOOO".
can we party at your place soon? Good satay, good music and of course the good company you never fail to give. :) please.

Sonn and Rachy. Sonny, i hope everythings going fine for you dear. sometimes i just dont know how to help you, and i feel im just letting you down when however i help doesnt seem to help you think better of yourself. You're beautiful the way you are, and i jus hope that some light of hope shines in on your life, and makes you see it that way too. im always here babe:) loveyoumanymany. Rachy Leeee, my dearyyydear. i miss you sooomuch x819273192873. The last time i saw you, you were broken. and im so sorry i just cldnt be there for you the whole time.
but please know im just a call away and ill go to the extent of stopping what i have to to be there for you. Ihope imsomehow seeing you tmr for your friends gig? if not, shall we hit the dancefloor on the 9th of june?you cancomesupport my event at homeclub.
HAHAHAHa.come please!and help mepromote! i miss the dancefloor with youuuuu and chelll and zora!original clubbing khakis forever. anti-boys on the dancefloor ah! hahahah.lets dinner soon.






im scared im losing my eye for photography.
and i have so many thousand and one photos to upload.
but im just so darn lazy.
how do i expect constructive feedback like that?
UGHHH.
bumbumbumbumbumkajsidkujakld.
okae i is offing to bed now.
thank you for reading my blog.
*shakes hand and presents bouquet of pretty pretty flowers*


:)

asfdasd

oh yeah i forgot!! i have my little story about fishy the fish and audrey the hero:)

SO.MEET FISHY THE FISH.

Fishy the fish was not happy with being a normal fish one day.
so he decided to become a sucker fish.
(which just totally isnt right for his kind)
SOO.
With this injustice done unto fishy's brain,
(whatever brain he has)
Audrey The Hero's rescue beeper got activated!
so off came Audrey to the RESCUEEEE.
*points below*

it was quite a hard procedure.
considering the fact i was afraid he was going to
jump up and slap my face with his fins or smtg.
but TADAHHHH.

Fishyffish got freed and is now swimming happily among
his other pool mates.


and the picture below is just to show,
THEY'RE WEARING THE EXACT SAME SHOEs.
DAMN CUTE OMG.
mother and daughter.
awwwwwwwwww.
(click on picture to enlarge to full view)