cleaningggg uppp timmee!

hello hello!

well, today's the start of a working day No.1.
gonna work at the career fair at suntec
and guess whattttttttt.

i havent slept the whole night 0_0.
am i stupid or am i stupid.
none laaaa.
:D

i thinnnk it was the teh peng van bought me last night.
(oh but thanks lots yes van! :) )
well,
i think my body has a problem with caffeine at night.
as in, mine takes it SERIOUSLY.
and i cant drink coffee!
why?
cos id start shaking.
as ryan likes to call it--vibrating -_-.
so so so!
anyways, stayed up the whole night reading my book,
then went for morning mass with my parents and ended
up on the comp. till now!

so, gotta turn up at work looking like shiiiittt la.
back to being President of the panda eyes society.

ugh.

yada yada.
im gonna leave you with pictures!
on how i cleaned my roooom:D



before

AFTER:) -changed bedsheet all know.dont playplay.

before

AFTER:) k sorry, ipod needed to cover some stuff uh.

before

AFTER:)

starbucks with nick and bad lighting.

starbucks with audrey and no upper eyeliner.

walking home with audick.haaa.

cheeeena new year pictures!vanjill loveee

vanjill and boscoooo~

my monkey:D

okae,so

PEDOPHILE AUDREY
strikes.

k this one i got excuse uhh.hahha

anyways, more pedophile shots may come soooon!hahahha



k well, guess its time i start getting ready.
have a good day and make sure you smilllllleee:DDD


oh but just one more picture

whoooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

a new day, a new life.

WHY HELLO WORLDDDD.
or more like, hello to the SINGAPOREAN side of the world ah.

REFERRING TO PREVIOUS POST
i must say, everythings cleared up now!
and i think all i was feeling was just that i missed someone!
really really much but i suppose, now its all gooooooooood:))))
and THAAAAANKS so much to all who showed concern and all~
:)

(wah, quite dramatic uhh.)
( :D )

well, life's been good these days!
ill leave you with a few pictures on whats been happening uh.
like they say,


A picture says a thousand words.


eh ,did i get that correct?hahah, sekali its wrong, damn paisey.

blahh.
OH OH, wait, dont you find the weather these days SO BLOOODY HOT.
and HUUUUUMIIID.
as if i dont already have enough oil glands working their butts off producing oil on my face,
HUMIDITY seems to think, its just not enough!
ROARRRRRRR.
perhaps i should invest in a packet of blotters.
but!i heard that would just cause more pimples.
hmmmmmmm................


oakeoake, on to pictures~


STARRRBUCKKKSSS.

the bestfriend nick :D sorry nick, i had to put this.haa

mirrors just give away too much sometimes.

wooooooooooooooooooooo.i likkkeee.

up on Ray's balcony!

and thats how strong the wind was.macam world-wind III.HAAAA

okae, this was to show Yong Shans broken shoulder.
CAN YOU SEE THE DROOOP?EEEEEEEEEE.

distancing myself from the smokers.HA,joke.

poor yongshan, so lame(literally) and helpless.

rachhyyy dear:))

mr security guard, make it 2 hours for time end.

so this was bugis with sonn darling!!specs are too cool for school laaa.

family of CROCS.what i cute sight.but what a sad thing.

so i came home today, and the first thing my mom said was

"audrey, you're toilets a jungle ah."
so i was abit like...hehh?THENNN, i saw it.
thanks ahh mum.


well, those were just pictures from the past few days uh.
as for today,
went to watch....JUMPER!
with ryannnn!

then went over to anton's place and watched a few shows in his
OH-SO-COOOOOOLLLLLL attic!its damnnnnn shiok laaaaaa!
walls all painted black and one red.then got stage, and SO many
musical instruments- drum set, organ?, guitars, amps ALLLLL.
not badddd at all!

well, since anton and ryan claimed the lower part of opera estate
was THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD (cos im always at the top at tiff;s place)
they brought me for some sorta tour ahh.so it was Anton, Ryan, Bryan and me.

1) Big Bens!

2) The Field--

3) That One.

4) That One-2.


hahhaha, must say i enjoyed myself a whole lot with themmm.
fucking made me laugh like tonnes.


VELL,
i suppose its time to disappear!
toots!
:)

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hey so im coming here on a depressing note.
and its preeeetty weird cos i dont even know what im feeling and how im feeling, exactly.
and lemme just advice whoever reads this, dont cry when you already have a flu.
it does things to your nose which you will never want to experience.
i swear the no. of tissues used to mop up this dirty mess *<---k not literally ah.*
were dustbins full.

ANYWAYS, as i was saying.
so im feeling depressed cos i feel someone has left my side.
and all this time, i thought i didnt like anyone,
or at least, havent been able to.
but now, once i feel this certain detachment begin to widen up,
the thought of it makes me so fucking sick.
have i really actually been liking you all this while?
what i thought would have been a long lasting friendship
seems to be withering abit. and i dont even know what to think of it anymore.
my idea of whether you still want it, has been swinging back and forth.
everytime i feel like everything's changed and we're not what we were last time,
and when im on the verge of giving up, there's always some way that you
*magically* appear back into the picture.

so im thinking it was all based on friendship,
but somehow, im thinking its not.
perhaps it was more?
or perhaps im just being a little over petty.

so maybe im not good at separating myself from the people i feel i treasure.
or maybe, im just not good at separating myself from you.
im thinking, all i actually need, is you just being there, to tell me you're here with me
every single day.it may not really be a r/s based on smtg more than friendship, but i feel
that what's different from last time was i felt reassured knowing you were there.but now,
you're barely here.its kinda sad to think that i thought i could always have you there.
that nothing could or would destroy our friendship.okae, so saying our friendship's destroyed would be thoroughly exaggerating la.im just gonna hope and pray that it never would be.
so im thinking you have moved on in life, with someone who seems to be making you happy.
and im not one to hold back and stop things.
as long as youre happy, i guess i can say, i am.

but i know after i publish this blog post, somehow you'll start talking
and ill feel as if all i had written was utter rubbish.but knowing the
no. of times this has happened, i can expect ill feel like this again, in a matter of days time.


so im putting myself down, and sounding like a stupid emotional piece of shit,
but ahh.. Life, is weird.and we fall into ditches at times.but i suppose, though i may have one loss,
i still have so many left to help me through life.though your one loss will probably always be a big thing to me.ahhh,
so i think im contradicting myself.

WELL, lets just say, time to end the moroseness and move on with life eh?


goodnight and good day.
let's just pray that my nose decides to close its taps and stop its supply.
GAHH.

11

-i trieeeed.


and then, i tried again.




-_-

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fucckkk man.
i think im damn long-winded.
as if i havent heard the end of it,
i have ppl all around me telling me so -_-
haha but looking at all my ollllddd blog entries,
wah, i swear i can collate everything and it can be


"The Story of Audrey Lange's Life.--the long-winded version Part I"
wahhhhh,
and when i read, i realise i go into such detail.
which bores me afterawhile---- :O

so!im hoping, YOU
or whoever reads my blog la,
i just hope youll didnt really get tht bored uh.


..............................................................................................


but anywaes,
I
AM
OFFICIALLY
APART
OF

FREE MAN'S LAND

the company of the year k.
dont playplay.


:)

anyways, im gonna need ticket resellers for events.
ANY VOLUNTEEEEERS?
msg meeee ah.
(friendster?tagboard?--whatever,whichever,however.
just contact.)



K.
so im gonna cut this short.
im in the learning process of being fast and quick to the point.
but i wonder if i'd ever stop.and alot of ppl say i talk too fast also.
but i dont think i do!..........................shit.im doing it again.


K LA K LA.
i be off now.




*enjoy the silence while you can.
WONT BE FOR LO--*slaps*.

fine.dont say i didnt tell you to apprecia--*slaps again*.




(shit.now i can add -lame-to the list of characteristics of Audrey.)

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~!!( + 1 day)

well lets just say, i had a special V-day.
with myself and my family!:D
and somehow, i dont regret it one bit.

well hope everyone out there had a lovely Vday,
whether by yourself(high-five) or with a loved one
or!with your family!(high-five again~!)

hahah
so ill just leave it to pictures for now.

mummy and daddy dearest:))

matthew allan goh~ second nephew yo.

aiyahhh, this fish is all talk no action laa.

ethaaaaan:)) my loveeely nephew.

papa and nanny~

thats the brother-in-law,the sister and their two sons:))

the IT-savvy senior citizens.

:D


okae so that was yesterday.

today was like ATTACK OF THE CRAMPS.
i hate having menstrual cramps.
its makes me feel so bloated and the pain is enough to kill.
k no la not really, but unfortunately, mummy dearest seems
to have passed down this thing for having terrible cramps.
now my family has a history of daughters wailing on the bed.
hahhaa.

kkk whatev.anywaes, luckily it wasnt that bad in the evening.
went to meet ry and anton at toys r us!
hiillaariousss.
they were shopping for a present for derek

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK:D )

and so!after looking at pending presents like......
1) a baby doll.
2) a crown with the word "princess"
3) a "talking" parrot which REFUSED to work.(and it was allll of them.like 7 boxes.)
4) a battery operated car

they settled for a..................watergun!!!
which was pretttyyy cool.
hahaaa.

so anyways, we got down to talking.
AND.

RYAN.
is gonna go down.
deal: By judge anton: learn how to play a song in one week.
loser: SLAVE.....------>which leads us right to ryan.

muahhhaa.

k la, im off to defrag my comp, since its moving slower than a sloth.
so goooodbye and good day.

-

i have officially eaten tooo many oranges.
infact, i think im already gonna start looking like a bloody orange.

well i think im gonna try and get a job too.
perhaps get my mind of things.
im so sick of being single.
yet i cannot be bothered for a r/s.
yes, here we are on that topic again.
the topic of audrey's sad single life.

ahh but im gonna cut that short today.
ive got more things on my mind like how some ppl just
irritate me so fucking much.its like, are you schizophrenic or smtg?
make up your fucking mind whether you want a fucking friendship or not.

as for things at home, i feel im being excessively rolly-eyed at my mummy.
but its not my fault she has to KEEEEP wanting me on my feet training me to
be the maid of the year. yeah, i know how to clean up, but can you not askkk me
EVERYTIME im doing smtggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg?!?

ughhh.but anywaes, like i was saying, i think its become a habit, and im so afraid
that the myth of the wind blowing and my eyes getting stuck up there wld somehow
work someday.ughhhhhh, i wish mummy would stop bossing me around so much though.
its eeeeeerrreeeeeeeeeeeetating.hmmm, i wonder when im moving out.and i wonder why ppl
say they miss it when their parents stop nagging.im pretty darn sure im not gonna miss her asking me to clean the house.but i know she wants me to learn and all la.but i have this little feeling she secretly jus wants to irritate me.that sneakkkky woman.hahaha but no doubt i still
love her with all my heart at the end of the day la.just sometimes she loves to use her "Mother"
title against me.



****i wonder what kinda mother i would be.


0_0


vell, i went swimming today~
lets just say, my stamina is so bloody low i feel like im swimming in mud.
but the other swim was betterrrrrrr.WHYYYYYYY..
but i shall PERSEVERE.
get a toned and fit body.
yeahhhhhhhh.







oh, so just making a lil shoutout.

Thank you Heavenly Father for making trees so great:)

AHAa

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

so tash and nini have flown back to aussie.
and i sit here, stoning, wondering, how's it gonna be like after today?
past two months were a blassst.enjoyed mossstly every second of it.
cos obviously,not EVERY second of life can be enjoyable.

well fuck this.
it kinda just dawned on me how lonely im gonna feel without them.
sending the greens' off today was pretty much a breeze.
and somehow, i didnt feel anything much.
till now.
i was thinking...
HMMM, perhaps im getting used to this!
but actually,even after they had passed the check-in point,
rolled their trolley bags through them "tee-dee" machines,
the feeeling hadnt sunk in yet.

(if i were lame enough, i'd say its all due to all the fats clumping up
around my body and mind.preventing feelings from sinking fast.)

but Nahhhh.im not lame enough to say it.

(haaaaaaaaaaa.)

well, im happily tearing now.
but then again, i kinda forgot,
did i just suppress a yawn?
maybe thats why my eyes are watering just a lil.

hahahahahhaha.
but really, i cant remember.

soooooo, on to lighter matters,
Valentine's day is coming!!

and i think i know who i'd love to be my valentine.
infact, until i meet my husband, i think this'd be the BEST, and most enjoyable valentine ever.
so, WHO is it?you may askkk.(cheyy, as though ppl all wanna know.hahahah)

MY.VALENTINE.shalll be.............



sleep.





am i lucky or lucky?
no expenditure needed also!
:DD/



oh,talking bout V-DAY.
i remember getting an anonymous present on V-day in sec 2.
by TWO ADMIRERS.
the present--must say was very useful.

---sanitary pad from pad vending machine.
HAHAHAHA.

thanks ah jessie and bird.the laaaaughs.
classic gift.
:D


well, enough bout V-day.
im gonna talk bout today!
so i talked about the greenies departure,
on to dinner, son and i had a loveeeely tme afterward.
its been damn long since i had a decent chat with sonny passu.
BUSSSSH:)
and to think, today reassured how fuck similar we are.
well, thanks for the listening ear man son.

but ALSO.not forgetting the other loves la.


TASHHHA GREEEEN.
you are definitely my best:)
vone and only.:D
terreeeeeberrr how youre situated a thousand miles
away, YET AGAIN.but aiiyaaaaah.time will fLLLLLLLY.
and so will our weight!( as in, like what we promisedddd.)
DIET PLANS.SHALL BE ACTIVATED.
AS.
OF.
NOWWWWWWWWW.
:))
or maybe after i have a sakae buffet first?
haaaaaaaaaa.


NIIINIII PIGGGY GREEEN.
my ying-yannnng twin!
*does hand movement*:D
being able to talk to you bout all our
similarities and same probleeeems makes me
feeel so relieved that im alone, in this world.
(as in, in having that problem la.haaaa)
so yay, im glad youre dragged into the problem as well.MUAHA.
well pig, i commend you for looking so freshly-raped-so-ill-cover-up this trip:D
and for always being Miss Mother-hen of the group.:))


TIFFFFYYY KHOOKHOO.
the last of the Surviving Singaporean Beavers.
hahahahaha.well, i so beyond cannot wait for your school hols
to staaaart!!and it'd be outings GALORE for us!speaking of outings,
I neeeeda go shopping!other than that, i also...CANNOT WAIT.
so see you in SCHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOL.
how bloody exciting can that gggggget.you can be my lovely guide!:)
well, thanksss for also beeeing there!and now that i know them
meddling greens are gone,we'll be left to our sweet relationship.
NO MORE MIDDLE STUPID-SISTERS.
jajajajahahahahhahahahha.
joooooooooooookes--
k la, SEE YOU!:))

NEEECK OLIVEEE-ARROW.
thaaanks for everything love.
thanks for the booooks.
you are my favourite fellow-hokkien mee-er.
but cant say the same for your milooo peenng!
(i still cant believe mark found a bloody cockroach in his.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
WELLL,we're going out moooorrrrrrre SOOON.
one the Singapore-traitors are gone.
muaha.

PAUUU-EE SIM.
YOU.voooman.
my no.1 swimming and fitness partner!
one who's always open to suggestions.
and one who always tahans my laziness.
ha h aha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
and my lovely chef as well:D
well, i REALLY wanna know how to make em baclavas.
and i KNOW i spelt it wrongly, but does it look like i careeeee?
yeahhh, pretty much.but i cant really be bothered to find the correct one.
HA.so genius, fill me in.

RACHYYY OLD-RAJJ.
ahh love, i realllly miss our BK days of studying.
how we'd pour ourselves over our books.
drawing all the bio notes out again,BK BOYYYY.
being damnnn kpo bout a fight, abandoning our books
and runnning around the mall to try and peep at how far they'd
gone into abusing each other!but ending up going around the building finding no fight.
AHAHa.
AND AND AND.the time we accidentally stood so bloody close to this small old lady at the ATM.
and the look she gave us.HAA.priceless.
ahhh, and the bubbletea talk times till late at night.
the sleepovers at your place~
and how your mummy used to buy ten thousand packets of food for us:D
AND, how youll asked me to follow youll to help carry a tv, thinking it was gg to be big and heavy.
and it ended up being light enough to carry with 3 fingers.hahahahhahaha.
and the factt!that you skipped a whole night at plush to rush home with me cos of my parents.:):)
you be the bessst diamond in the sackkk.well,i cant wait to see you friday!!!
miss you many everything-partner:))

and last but not least!

RYYYYAN TAN.
the thorn among the roses.
ahahahaha.
well, as much as your work has been the
biggest irritant, in a way such that its so hard to
talkkk to you these days,im still glad then when we
manage to talk, everything's still the same.and to actually
see you working, and me relaxing--a pretty extravagant sight!:D
you truly are one hell of a best boy-girlfriend.
anywaes, your pay's coming soon.
calls for our shopping spreeee.
anywaes, doubt youll see this la!
but whatevvvvvvvvv.

wowww, so im really quite so long-winded eh.
well, if you got to this last few sentences, I COMMEND YOU FOR YOUR PERSEVERANCE.
but if you just scrolled down to this last part, skipping the rest,....
I COMMEND YOU FOR YOUR LAZINESS but also for your smartness.



WELL HAPPPY CHINNNESE NEW YEARRRR!