brain vs paper.

Tests start tmr.
and i have FIVEEE tests.
from Monday - Friday.
Not the happiest of examineeess i am.

Soooo muchhhhh tooo stuudddyyyyyy
I guess i better get back to it.

Will ll no oot tt t be e e dis sst r rrac c cct ed d.
W i lll l n nno oot pp p lay yy Bee eje wwel l ll e dd.


See. My notes are even as tall as Wong Li Lin.
Told you i have too much to study.

hawhaw.

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Oh yesssssss. I forgot to blog about it that day.

but anwyays,

on the 26th,

Chel, Rachy, Nick and I celebrated

Chel's birthday earlllyyy at Minds Cafe!

Reminds me of secondary school days.

ahh.

:)

Its sad how some things turn out.
But i guess ive got to make the best of
every situation in front of me, dont i?
So here's to all the people who have
it soooo much worst than i do, and who still manage
to have a smile on their face and optimism on their mind.

Im just hoping things dont have to change so much.
or As much.

Anyways,
tests are starting this mon.
and i havent touched a thing.
i am positively screwed.
whoop. there goes my optimism.

ok, hope we get into the summertouchleague(STL) finals tmr!

chucachups.

Study period has arrived.
and so has a case of swine flu.
SO....
DONT STUDY AT THE AIRPORT.


Anyways my mummy
is damn cute.
i snuck up behind her
to take this shot.
she was happily doing
the wave hoop while
watching The Biggest Loser.
then she was like telling
me how she has to rush it
before she eats if not it
wouldnt work.

haha.




Anyways i cant wait for june.
i hope i got in to work at the IT fair.
because that would mean money.
and with money would mean i can finally curl my hair?
woooooooooooooooooooooo.

all i can do these days is stare at peoples hair.
and notice all the different curls.
the damn nicely done ones,
the whoa- ones.
and those just a lil.....wrong.
haa.

hope mine turns out fine!!?
*crosses fingers*

(ok, not needed. im not even gg to curl it yet.)

Temasek Poly Team A:)



Gosh.
am i glad these two days are over.
On saturday, we had SingaporeAllSchools tournament
Wholleee dayyyyyy. like 7 matches or so.
and we won!:D:D
Good job to the girls.
and to RP who gave a veryyy stronggggg fight in the finals.

Well slept at 12ish-1 last night and had to wake up at..
6AM plus. went down all the way to school just
to take the first aid and balls for the girls then
to turf city againnnnnnnnnnnnnn it was.

Im so glad we didnt walk over this match with LFS!
we were all so bloody tired and stoned before the match
and short of men!
but.......

WE WONNNNN.
whoopie:DDDDDDDDDDD

and now.
im just too darn tired.

but at least i got to see prawny's face today.
after like 10 gazillion and 1 years.
:)

pfft.

I think im becoming a very angsty child.
everything seems to piss me off more easily these days.
could it be im growing up and this is how im gonna be like?
or could it just be that my period is coming and my
PMS is just blown out of proportion?

sometimes i really wonder what i want.
be it time or be it whether im just over pussy-fied
of being hurt. or be it hard or just cause im too darn lazy.

in this point of time in life, im supposed to be making
decisions for my own self. but how do i do that when
im a person who is too darn fickle.

And somehow i just wish money wasnt important in this world.
and everyone could just the luxurious life and not choose
to stay at home while all your friends go out and have fun
just cause you wish to save that stupid amount of money.

Or how you could go to all the interesting places with people
and not pull them down to a cheaper place just cause you dont
have enough cash on you.

Or how you cannot even begin to name nice places to go to just
cause you're thinking about the withering number of stupid
notes in your wallet. So in turn just making you look like
the most boring person on earth.

Sometimes i just wonder what life has in store for me
and how come i was given this life to live. How come things
have to happen to my family in this way. How come i have to
survive with this amount of money. How come i was given
this personality, or this body or this flaw. no, These** flaws.
and how when i just feel a little smart for once, something
changes that and i just end up feeling so stupid and dumb again.
so empty headed.

Yes being grateful is of course one thing, but sometimes,
you cannot help but look at your life, and want more.
And looking at the people around you who seem to have
so much more than you, and you do nothing wrong to
deserve any less, you wonder. and you keep wondering.
and you even keep wondering why the grass
is so damn green on the other side.

You cant blame me for feeling this way.
I'm human after all.
But i guess that's the sad thing about it.

Today we had our project meeting at Changi Airport.
We arrived at 215. Ate till 2.45.
and started work onlyyy at 3.30.
and whyyyyyyy so late?
becauseeeee we spent almost an hour
walking around the damn airport trying to
find a plugggg. but..NOWHEREEEEE.
tskkkkk.
so Starbucks it was.



Thanks dad. Best photo man.

Dinner with Mummeh Daddeh and Jillehh was
at Katong Shopping centre. and i was DAMNNN
excited to eat my roasted chicken rice there.

Jill: Uncle two roasted chicken rice, one drum one thigh.
Uncle: Huhh sorry, what? you mean for two?
Jill and i: no as in Two separate, one drum one thigh.
Uncle: ohhh okok. So TWOOO roasted ah?

Yes.
Two roasted chicken riceS were ordered.

but.

no.

HOWWWW MANNYYY roasted chicken riceS did we get?
ONE.
one. one. one.
and which one?
THE DRUM. which was jills.

Thanks uncle.
I hate steamed chicken rice.
But its okae.
Just a not very enjoyable dinner at all. thanks. hor?


Anyways.
i have to check my eyesight.
MY LEFT IS HAS GONE PSYCHOOOO:((
can i just wear contacts on one side?:l

Ooodles of flabs. no nice no nice.

PLEASEEE go help my dear Lange of a Jillian sister.
She's going over to aussieee
and she needs to clear some stuffs.
so...
DO HELP HERRRRRRR?:))

misslange.livejournal.com

The first two shoes-- ($40 each)
yes, price is negotiable.
comment and leave your email so she can contact you k!
hurry she's leaving in 2 weeks!

CHOPYCHOPY!:))


ANEHWEHS.
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Ifffff i go on a porridge diet,
will i lose weight?
or am i still consuming alot of carbs since its just...smashed rice.

Health help needed right away.

preaaassee.


ok.news update.




MEGAN HOT FOX IS A MAN?

?!?!

kdjwkfols

ca/

cs/F
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fvd
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whoa .
but that is one hot man, man.

imgonnawatchhighschmusical3

Wdh man. I had to postpone my speech
for public speaking just cause my teacher objected to my article!
Niceeeeeeeeeee.

Anehwehs,
Blogging now a days is really quite hardddd
cause by the time i come home, all i can think of
is bejeweled and then by the time flies, its time for bed.
hgahaha!

Aye,
a few updates in life,

14th FEBRUARY

HAPPY 3RD MONTH LEEJIAJIESHAWNzx.

:))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANNN.
Hope you enjoyed your surpriseee!






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and jussssttt cause i feel like being disgusting...
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here's the result of my scabbing from my knee.
hawhawwwwwww.

dont you just love macro shots.

:D

Happy Mummy's Day

(my whole get-up to surprise the birthday boy.:D)

Anywayssssssssssssssss.
Yesterday was such a long tiring day for me.
Woke up at late 6 in the morning to rush to bedok for anabel's
daddy to give us a lift to turf city.(where we play out matches)

We had two matches this week.
First- vs RP
Second- vs Hwa Cheong.

Then met Shawnyprawnzy afterwards
and then we went for Amelia's party at Sentosa at night.

And now im superrrrrrrr tired.
This morning i had to drag myself everywhere.
In mass, lucky Nick Oli was with meee!!
DAMN embarrassing. Standing up. I fell asleep.
and both my knees gave way. Then i had to hold on
to her.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH/. whattthheeehelll man.
Just couldnt stop laughing ah. Well, guess that got
me quite awake for a while after that. haaa

Got home and KO-ed.
Jill came back to cook for my whole fam.
Was supposed to help her but nope.
Just couldnt get myself off the couch. hahaha

Grilled Fish
Mashed Potato
and Homemade mushroom soup.
All was good with a good family dinner. :)

You know its surprising how i tried
to sum up everything and make it all short.
but my post is still like...
a novel.

pfft.

Manymanymaybabies.

May babies.
much like mosquitoes.
Born in Bulk.
and Sucking the money out of me.

AHHAa.
but yes, unfortunately
the ones i truly treasure in life, majority are born in may!!!

(all according to birthday datessss!)

First up.
LEE JIA JIE SHAWN.


you damn act NRIC name only la you.
hahha but anyways,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYYYY.
I really hope you enjoyed your birthday surprises!
and i hope you really love the shoe too.
Thanks for the $1 back. now you cannot walk away from me.
Hawwwwhawww. Best Boyfriend, I love you like whoa. :)


(the 12am surprise which got us hiding in the lift.)


Secondly,
NATASHA SALOMONS GREEN.


Bestie of bestiessss!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAYYY TOOOO.
Its such a peeeeeteeee that tiff and i cannot
celebrate it up there in ausseehhh with you!
but im sure nini will do a good job of filling in for us!:)
i CANNOT WAIT for you to come backkkkk.
Misss you tashy greeen! Loveeeloveeeeeeee!!:)

hahah!!this was when you couldnt stop laughing:)

thanks miss green. for the ever
so patient listening ear you always gave me.
even when it was for nonsensical things like..
looking at my fingernails.

and for all the times we laughed.

and laughed somemore. haha
youve been a joy my dearrr!
6years and gggg:)))

Thirdly,
MAQ
drivingggg buddeeehh!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAYYY.
we have yet to book our ftt ah.
hahah tonight k!hawhaw.
i hope you had a good birthday celebration that day!
take care mrrrrrr!:)

Fourthly,
AMELIAAAAAA


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAYYYY:)))
Superduber cute and plleeety.
I hope you have the best party of your life
tomorrowww! Ill most probably see you there
if not, our frequent school bump-ins will doo!!
Take careeee babbeeee! Much love!

Now coming up would be..
Stefan Lailai, Lynnn Heww and Miss Tiffy Khoo!!

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Its so hard to just sit here and take it all in.
Just for the goodness of something else.
I'm so fucking depressed, scared and lost.
There's just so many what ifs shooting in from all directions.
Too many.

I'm trying.
I really am.
but nothing seems to be helping the current situation.
If only you knew.
If only you knew how hard this is for me.
If only.

Im trying to be strong here.
Im trying to keep trying.
But i dont know how much longer i can.

All i hope for,
is an end to this turmoil.
Soon.
Very soon.