helooo world.


well.here's smtg new to rejoice about in life.
ive pierced my tragus!
meaning, i now have another piercing besides THE TWO EARHOLES.

and the nose la.


but ANYWAES.
i have realised today.
THAT.
i have my set my expectations for my future bf!!!:D


KKK.
this is so exciting.

FIRST.
materialistic wise
HE.
-has to wear boxers.(mostly)
-has to dress like a walking advertisement for TOPMAN.
-has to wear straight cut/ skinny jeans.
-has to have nice hair.
-has to have nice eyes(since eyes are the windows to the soul!)
-has to have a nice body.buffness not encouraged.i like a lean man.
-has to wear skinny fit??shoes/ slippers.anything BUT crocs or BIG skater shoes.


KAYY.
now to the personality!!
-have to be able to laugh with him.
-have to be able to talk to him bout ALL my girly stuffs.
-have to be able to be myself around him.
-have to be able to tell him lame jokes, receiving a laugh back.(not a stupid look)
-have to be able to be very open with him.

HE
-has to be sweet.
-has to be loving.
-has to be kind.
-has to be HEEELARIOUS
-has to be friendly
-has to be truthful
-has to be easy to talk to
-has to be understanding
-has to be good to do.
-has to be open to everything
-has to be able to talk to my friends.
-has to be able to go slow
-has to be able to do the unexpected
-has to be fun
-has to be outgoing
-has to be full of lovely surprises
-has to be CATHOLIC.(last but not least)

anywaes,
i REALISED.
i dont realli need a bf now.
BUT i do miss the times when you noe someone you like/love loves you the same way.
when you noe both of youll enjoy holding hands.
just being with each other.
and the happiness you feel when youre with that someone.
the things you'd do for that someone.
the things he/she'd do for you.
the fact that when youll go out, hand in hand, you'd feel like the luckiest person.
the butterflies you get in your stomach upon seeing them.
hearing their voice
seeing their msgs.
remembering the things they did.


but do i have that now?
no.

but im waiting!
and waiting.
..................
and waiting.
to find that special someone.
i noe i have many lovely ppl in life.
and im sure thankful.
but sometimes you just want to have that specialer- person.
the one you wanna share your life with.


oh poo.
i dont need to moan.
i shall just, ENJOY SINGLE LIFE!
free and easy.
no strings attached.
no devotions.
no no-fun.
HAA.shuddupshuddupshuddup.

K LA.
mummy's nagging.
sometimes she's just like an annoying fly which wont stop buzzing around you.
but i still love her la.
.............................like DAH.

anywaes, school's till 5 tomorrow.
PFFT.


enjoy life.
eat some crunchy granola bars.

whoa x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 x infinity.

heh.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.justhad to put it up.



O.MY.GOSH.chris browns just the best dancer LAAAAAAAAAaa.

its come to end of the day.
and lets just say.

a continuation to my last post.

................

i ate dinner.
and a whole lot.
great.


but ANYWAES.
more distraught news.

realised so much shit today.


1)someones got someone.

2)someone may have someone.

3)someone could be my someone.
but someone isnt my someone.

4)so many someones to be with.

5)so many someones gone.

6)so many someones, which someones gonna me mine?

7)when in the world am i going to get a SOMEONE?!?!?!

8)oh.talked to somemore someones today.

9)some someones make me happy:)

10)some someones just make me want to slap their faces.
like yesterdays someone.
he SO should not be counted in the someones list.
COS the someone in the someones list are nice someones.



BOO.
and i didnt get to go swimming with pau-ee today.
cos i realised last minute i did my hair just yest.
so i needed three days for it.
PFFFFFFFFT.

i miss exercising.
i miss being with a someone.
i miss liking a someone.
i miss holding a someone.
i miss feeling butterflies upon hearing his name or reading his msges.
i miss my normal days when i can just have fun.
i miss the beavers being together.
i miss tanning cos im as white as an albino cow.
i miss having money to shop.
i miss having smaller thighs and arms.
i miss being able to fit into a size 26 pants.
fuck now its just increasing and increasing and soon ill fit into a size 56.
i miss life being carefree, without O's to worry about.
i miss simpang nights with pau,nick and lis.
i miss sitting in rays car and feeling the thrill of him racing with other cars.
i miss sitting at starbucks talking and playing hangman with matt.
i miss sitting in starbucks for hours talking to ryan bout tonnes of shit.
i miss after-church outings with jon,simon,lis and ant.
i miss chalets.the ppl.not the drinks.
i miss the fact that i could play golf when i was damn young but i cant even swing the club now.
i miss going to nicks house and having tonnes of fun.
i miss seeing nick and mark together, being very happy just by being together.
i miss lis coming over to my place,taking videos and laughing like thats all we do in life.
i miss taking hours to braid lis's hair.
i miss spending 1.50 after 1.50, playing parapara with lis:D
i miss spending 4.00 just so lis and i cld slide down the slides and play in the balls in e old ezone.
i miss how jessie used to hide my bag every morning and how we'd chase each otr round class.
i miss how lis,tash,tessa and i used to be the fastest runners in orange house.
i miss ballet times with lis and tash, and how we were called the Three Musketeers.
i miss tap times with tash,lis,tiffy,nini and tammy.
i miss our tap performance.
i miss our la passion performance.
i miss our SYF performances.
i miss bak chor mee dinners.
i miss playing pool with rachy.
i miss going to the playground opp.sch with our p6 clan.
i miss us gg to the haunted playgrnd.(where i fell,and scarred myself,cos a dog barked-_-)

I Miss Mary Wong.
R.I.P My Love.
You will never be forgotten.

i miss fun times when leshia,petrina,eloise and i were bestfriends.
i miss how four of us would fight against xinxuan.
hhahahahahahahahahahah
hilarious.

k la.well apologies.but got so into reminiscing:)
so heres just a few pictures to keep you from falling asleep.



HAHAHAHHA

these two pictures just got us laughing till i wanted to pee in my pants.

and PAU.gotcha back!!:)))

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WOOOOOOOOh.
i am motivated to lose weight!!!!!!

after our weight loss talk, ant told me bout this green apple diet thing.
so i was thinking iwas quite psyched to do it!!

but did i??
NOOOOOOOO.
instead.
i ate a RED apple:)

k la but no.
bad news comes in for me.
i come into the kitchen to find mummy making some damn nice looking pie?thing.
WAHHHHHH.
there goes my diet!!

k but nvm!
i saed.eat in the morning, dont eat at night.or for the rest of the day for that matter!
then!!

two hours later,
im on the comp.
mummy brings in Loacker biscuit!
my favourite!!!
so i eat and eat and eat!!
den on the how manyeth biscuit.
im like OHHHHSSSHHIIITT.
i just broke the rule of my no eating day.

so now im here on my chair feeling like a slob.
ThAAANKS.


but whatev.
i noe i can do it somehow or another!!!
ill achieve the size i want.
I WILLL.
positivity..:D

k i now leave you with a picture.enjoy.


now i just hope i dont get sued-

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i am currently 300 dollars RICHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

thanks to my flyer job:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))


k well.
i damn tired again.
soo TOODLES.


(i have burstED out in pimples.)

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