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its sad to know that after all we've been through,
one week apart and your views on us change.
i thought we would last.
i thought we were family.
though you cant see what ive been doing,
lemme tell you i do stress alot for us.
even if it seems like im only doing my assigned work, im not.

so we're slowing down.
talk to us then. tell us how we can help.
yes i have to prioritize.and im sorry that i cant make us first.
i have a life to lead.parents to please. but i really really love us.
and ill always care alot for us.but i still need to set myself straight, with the first.
you say you understand but maybe you dont really?
or maybe you do at the time you say you do, but then later on,everything once understood is misunderstood.i dont really blame you, defeat can change one's perception into thinking otherwise.


Communication breakdown alert.And thats just one of the worst possible things that could ever happen.I love us to much to let us go. I will not, until we get this right.I miss the past us. What ever happened to it.

-Disappointment and sadness.
not directed to anyone but to everyone.