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was supposed to go to pulau ubin today, so i went for 6.45AM mass ALONE cos jill said to be ready by 9.30.but WOWWHEE. we didnt end up gg in the end -_-.
ahhhhhh wells, kinda expected it anyways.

so ive been thinking,to ------------,
its kinda sad to think that we've pretty much lost our friendship.
im thinking. cos the outlook on our recent interactions havent been exactly good.
and its pretty disappointing to see what youre doing with your life now.
youve become someone i dont think i know anymore, not that i really knew you,
but now, i really dont. i guess birds of a feather, really do flock together.
and though its been quite a while that ive been in-the-know of things,
i still chose to eliminate the negative points of you, and just base
how i see you as what i saw and i always tried to stand up for you.
well, i guess im still gonna try and do that, cos nobody's perfect but im just glad
i got to see the good side of you, so i can believe what i say when i defend you, though
now, it'd be based on how i saw you as last time.
All i can say is, girls, arnt toys.
there's a price that some unlucky ones have to pay.
and i really just hope you dont end up being one of them.
take care of yourself k mr. protection's always the key.

and however this msg comes across, i really mean well
and just hope the best for you.
Whatever it is, Im here, and have always been. and i really wont mind taking up
the chance to get to know the real you again. but until you screw the idea of giving me the cold shoulder, take good care of yourself.