Constipated thoughts.

Everything seems so
hard to grasp.
I just feel so out of
everything now.
Like im only living
for the moment.
No future,
No planning,
No thought.
I feel im changing,
im forgetting everything.
Im losing my priorities.
I wanna hold on to everything.
I Need to hold on to everything.



Well, skipped tutorial today since i woke up at 8.52am
and was supposed to be in class by 9. And to think, i
didnt even really care. Something's just not right.

Well, the pimps are out again.
and they've striked harder than normal.
cheek chin forehead. hrmph.

alright well, got a game tmr.
Dear thigh, please loosen up. the field is your friend.
K goodnight now.
OMG. I THINK MY BLOG IS LIKE BECOMING
BORINGER AND BORINGER.
maybe i should privatise it like huda? Haaahahaaa.

(and i dont know why i decided to use this pic.
but alas, memories. :) )

I care a lot for you.
But i have my reasons for not showing it.
I need you to move on, cause so many others deserve you more.
I hope this distancing helps, but whatever it is, i'm always here.