Play.Stop.Rewind: :)

To everyone who came down for Big Bang, Thank you so much!
To everyone who didnt, youll suck balls.

HAHAHA k no la, i joke.
well, Big Bang was a success in more than one way.
but also abit disappointing in one very big way.
Well wont touch on that, a bit of a touchy subject.

So anyways!Life, ahh...can be a little confusing at times.
And now, a little more than the normal amount of confusion.
Someone decided to pop back into my life after so long.
Well, it was my past, and im pretty set with keeping it in the past.
or nono, He was my past. and im pretty set on keeping Him in the past.
So he was the only serious one i had. And the one who seems to have stolen
my sense of liking for anyone, and hidden it away somewhere. And it has hit
me so bad to the point where sometimes i force myself to try and like someone
just to see if this could be broken. This stagnancy of the heart. Omg just kill me.

Many tell me how its better not to like anyone instead of liking someone who
doesnt like you. Yes, i do agree. But how does it feel to be stuck, not liking
anyone at all for close to 2 years. Will i ever have a Childhood Sweetheart?
How am i supposed to the right one if i dont date a few? I really dont wanna
grow old and be a singleton with like 49 cats. And i dont even really fancy cats.
Parrots maybe? to keep me company. :l
oh dear oh dear, let me break out of this soon please. Please Please Please.

WELLs. i know if there were to be any loyal readers to my blog,
yes, im a very big repeater of this subject. But its just been too long.
Too long damnit.

Ookie, time to stop blahhhging. Here's pictures from lastlast night.
Steamboat at Roxy Square with
Kaisheng, Vanny, Louis, Hid, Hilary and Chris.
Stayed at parkway till like a little before 5 in the morning with
Vanny, Poon?, Kaisheng and Gina. Came home and fell asleep
with my laptop on the bed. bwaha.