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i feel so washed out.
literally.
school.work.tests.exams.
events.food.stress.friends.
sometimes i just feel like stopping time for a while.
to just take a breath and look at things for a moment.
but ah well.
that's just a big fat hope in life.





Essensual's Hair Photoshoot with Karyn:)

Larry--Marke-up artist

Annie-Hairstylist













BK eating house

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHEL LOVE.
im so sorry but i cant find any pictures of us together!
its all in my external hard disk ahhhh.
hurhur but anyways, I LOVE YOU LIL LADY.
and seeing you that day was lovely:)

I miss my Beauties.
Nicole, Rachy and Chel.
Whatever it is, I'll always be here for each one of you.
Nothing will be able to erase the memories we had
and no one will ever take over any of your places in my heartttt.
Our Friendship is and will always be true and real.
Okae can.Thank you.I know im just so cool and sentimental.
:D


and i know i look like i have a dick.
it was just the jeans!!
and i just couldnt find my other edited photo where it was
skillfully blocked. SO DONT MAKE FUN OF ME OKAEEe/
and i know i just made people, whodidnt notice it at first, notice it now.




damnit.

aefsdasjh

The way you derived at such a thought and the way you said it
pricks me just a little bit more than it should. im not a fan of paranoia
but am sure a big victim of it. I just hope you stop thinking the way youre
thinking cos that's not what i want people to think. it was just a joke.

i'd prefer if no one asked me about this. i just had to let it out and i wont fancy being put on the spot.and some may wonder why i'd be posting it if i didnt want ppl to ask,all im gonna say is that it's my way of letting things out without having any specific source to say it to.so yeah.


ps:i did a hair shoot yesterday.
ihatemodelling.
suckssucksssucksss.

but had fun with karyn,annie and larry anyways.:)

off to stupid irritating draggy shit piling projects now.
oh fa.la.la.
pfft.
---

asdfgh

oh yeah and i forgot..

last sat Sonn stayed over after dinner with Vanny and i at Parkway.
Highlight of the night: i fell asleep on her before 12.
and woke up to bathe at 2 plus and woke her up for a little chat
before falling asleep again at 3 plus.

and on sunday night,jemie semi-stayed over.
upon arriving at my place, asked her to help me feed the fish and we ended up eating some fish food.HAHA. then it was stalking stalking stalking all night.

okae i just had to give these recent-day-highlights some justice.
I SEE YOU SOOON.
CHOWCHOWWWzxzxzx.

asdxfcv

Waking up today was stupidly hilarious. well, hilarious only after i look back at it la.
so my alarm clock rang at 8.00 today. comm skills tutorial ( compulsory lesson ) started at 9.
being very tired, i decided to snooze. but did my alarm ring in the end? nooooooooo.

SOOO. after falling back asleep for a while, i woke up rolling around in bed.
so i was like hmmm, what day isit today ehhh..and so i was thinking of what i was supposed to wake up for. THEn.it hit me.

COMM SKILLS TUTORIAL AT NINE DAMNIT.
*looks at the clock*
8.55am.
0_0 x 1908901823901519283908190348.

LUCKILY i live near school, so i reached at like 9.13am.
meaning, i was 2 minutes away from being marked absent.
im so cool.i think i should be called, THE WHIP. k no la.
SPEEEEDO. eh actually isnt that the brand of swimming trunks?...

well VHATEV.
so today was pretty fun.
sakae sushi with kaisheng and ryan.
starbucks with kaisheng,ryan,jemie,liana and sheena.
half-a-night chalet with van, krysten, charlotte, christabelle, janelle, her gf ah bee ( actually it wa both their chalet) and then all their other friends.



and this was in school when sean and adriel totally banged and broke the wall in cheers.
HARHAHAHARHARHAHRAHRH.

and this is just absolutely hilariously cute. i dont deny i camwhore, but i do do it privatelyyyy!
hahha k i feel so bad. but at least you cant see her face?

0_0

mmmm okae can.
so now im homeee.
and im so tired.


OH OH OH.
HI.
SHOUTOUT YO.



Bands got a special promotion.
Come in at only $10 per band member inclusive of a free drink.
and bring along FIVE more friends (max) to enjoy this special promotion with you!
but please get back to me by this Thursday in order to register your bands name and friends names down in the list. Thanks:)

msg me on friendster regarding any inquiries or for registering of your bands name for the promotion yeah? THANKS:)

qafsd

Tests are drawing nearrrer and nearer and its practically racing to reach me.
I gotta study my macro econs, organisational behaviour and business accounting really well.
and i suck at the first two.okae so i suck at accounts too la, but i managed todays lecture so im happpyyy:))


but anyways, im currently having war with my pimples.
and sadly, it winning.i has officially conquered my left cheek and is moving to my chin and forehead. WHO HAS HELPPPPP to provide?i really need some.or can anyone tell me how i can write a letter to Mr/Miss Puberty?tell him or her ive grown enough and i dont need so much oil producing glands.gahhh.

well, today.is gonna be a mad day im sure.
came back from town last night with nick, pau and chris




wheelock starbucks. as you can see,im very tireddd.

the foam just refused to appear on my lips la.

myyy precioussssss..es.

well decided to come home and do my CSA project cos it was due by "1am" to my grp person.
so i come home and make tea for myself.

and NOWW.its 06:38am and im still up.
ANDDD i havent even done the bloody thing.
can i jsut hit myselffffffff. ughughugh.


oake im officially watery eyed.but again, work produced = zero.
I SUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA,






and to top it off, i gotta walk around with a loadful of hair smelling like a chemical shelter.
qguawhsefkjcaksdmdalkse.

wqaesrdf

Thank You Van and Kaisheng for taking the time to massage my dirty foot just so my ankle could get better. I LOVE YOULL:) just like i LOVE FREEMANSLAND.

andddddd.not forgetting..

Tasha Green
Jillian Lange
Nini Green
Tiffy Khoo
Nicole Oliveiro
Sonn Pasupathy
Paula Sim
Rachy Lee
Chelll
Vannn Dahlan Martina
Kaisheng Tung
Amet Nicolas
Sze Ling
Ryannn Tan
Antonnntonn
Jeanette Homieee
Jemie Phua
Katttt
Liana Madhavan
Jaclyn Zara
Russel Sohhh
Feo weooo
the list goes on but youll have made an impact in my life,
-no matter the short duration that i've known some of you.
and without youll, life just wouldnt have been this good.
Ill always be here for you no matter what:)

and for yesterday and todays blogpost.

DAVIIID.HE WONNN.yippppie:)



kaishengsheng:)

vannnywannywanny:)

and hudaadaa.HAWHAWW.

asd

Tonight at Gelare

Jeffrey, Leo and Antonnnn

Vannnn

wnejkhsfdjkj

hahha damn cute right.laughing at Just For Laughs.

Jemie Cool Phua


Liana Fierce Madhaven

Van Stoned Martina

SO CUTE RIGHT. my primary school shirt.

polaroids x 128132390120391823

har.har.

LOOK AT OUR JUMBO MEAL.$19 for chicken rice.pfft/

kaisheng and his disgusting ulcer.

im totally loving my social life now.

asfdc

fish and chips
chicken chop
kfc bandito pockett

chicken chop
spagetti cabonara
daddy's pasta
daddy's pasta again
bubble tea.

2 days.8 heavy meals.
1012908901283 calories.
i cannot fucking stand it anymore.
im going to far extents.
i dont care.
and im going to make sure i look this size.

fhgjk

As of today, i am currently aware that Tp sure has ALOTTT of staircases.
and with a stupid swollen sprained ankle, its damnnn hard to move around.
well touch rugby training again tmr, i wanna gooooooo.but i think it'd kinda be wasting my time sitting down and staring at people playing. :( dilemma dilemma.



1B12:) ice-cream gang.dontt playy.

haha huda.im sorry again.but i just had tooooo:D

anthonyyyyy~ we are just too cool for school.

jemie and jaclyn:)

kat, jemie, jaclyn and liana!not the best camera.BUT i still captured memories okayyyy.

anyways, were out with my classmates from 9-8 today and met liana,jemie,kat and jaclyn zara at night. oommmmyygooshh. havent laughed that much in so long.. so so so, friday's Orry's band's competition at the Arena and i may just be the pompom girl~since i cant jump.and all i can do is lift my hands.hahahaaaaaaa. i cant waitt!cos we might be making it a gambling night if we've no other plans with the othersss.

on to saturday,
HELLO HELLO.
BAND SHOWCASE @ HOMECLUB.
16 AND ABOVE.
TICKETS @ $14 AT DOOR.
MIXED GENRE YOOO.

Bands playing:
Autospy
Diorama
Christine's Fiasco
Liberation
Eargasm
Face-off
Grace The Occasion
Phonics Plus
Cheongsam Express
Sunny's Violet Rays
Johannes
Loco

comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:):)and support the Local Music Scene YO:)

im off to bed.chowwwww.

sdxfcgvb

HAHAHA.jackass.

hudaaaaaaaa.im sorry.but not like i didnt warn you that i was gonna put it up.:D:D


touch rugby was fun today but got so excited till i fell and sprained my ankle.
and now i feel like an old hag limping around.

i feel so dead and boring nowadays.
i dont want thissssss. whatever happened to loud and energetic audrey.
cheyyyyyyyy. complimenting myself only.
but whatev. anyways, im gonna drop dead and drift to dreamland nownownowwwww.
toottts.

*macro econs, organisantional behaviour, comm skills, accounting, csa are killing me*
(and i just named ALL my subjects.this.is.just.greatttttt)

as

i wish everything was as simple and easy as it used to be when we were younger.
now, its all about work and school and projects and tests.
and life cant be as enjoyable unless you actually work for the money you get to enjoy it with.
which is totallly eeeereeeetating. we should all learn to enjoy life.
just like these two.

hahaha reminds me.i REALLY wanna go cycling soon.
tash and nini!come back please!we've got a cycling expedition to attend!:)

well, its been pretty fun the last few days.
but being tired just totally screws up my mood. and though i dont want it to,
it just does.

so yesterday was a fun night at Homeclub. got high and danced the night away.
i hate how when youre at it, its fun. then when youre sober the next day, and you decide
to reminisce on the past day's events..you realise that you actually looked REALLLY stupid.
and so..i feel so embarrassedddddd now.brahhhhaisdkxcvjaskf.but whatev, to those who turned up, thaaaaaaaanks for coming and hope youll enjoyed yourselves yeahhh?:)

cos i have cool friends.

AHAH.van the midget.

today wass like..semi-stomach flu day. toilet breaks were so frequent.
i hope it doesnt continue tmr!i have schooooooooooool.
well met ze Sonn for a mini study period (which DIDNT work for meeeeeee)
and then Jill and I offered to take Mummy and Daddy out for dinner...on them.HAHA
had nice family time though Kathy and Mark werent with us. i really hope we can all
have this more often. *loving the Langes':)*


sonnnnniaaaa geraldineeeeee passuuupathy:D

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY and DADDDYYY:)





and now, its off to Comm skills hmwk.
im outttttttt.