lalala!!!
aiyoi.
ive been meaning to blog like a thousand years ago
but time hasnt been on my side.
or more like.
energy hasnt
laziness.yes.it was taken over.
OH WELLS.
oh yes!sorrie forgot to give lovely credits to daling pau again for changing my page:)loveyoubitch
so anywaes,
i figured i'd blog about the ROUGH idea of everything going on so far in LIFE.
SCHOOL
ive been coping with whatevers been given to me,so far.but wad worries me is the mid-years.i love the excitement of a "test".one hell of a huge one la.but anywaes,the thought of all our sec 3 work being tested is a lil.SCARY.considering the fact that i havent exactly started revising as well.all this adds up to MADNESS i tell you.or more like STRESS.gosh.well shall be positive about it!!i can do it!!:)
CCA
we've been practicing really hard.but i noe we can do so much better and practice harder and all.but i noe the weather and school's been bringing us all down alot nowadaes.and the fact the dance is a "sport" in which energy should be ABUNDANT in you.but with school and all the homework and this scorching hot sun and its weather..everything just piles us on us. from the comments given..we're still messy.balancing not right.and not realli together.thats scary.
to think SYF's just 2?weeks from now.ohgoodness.please-those reading this.PLEASE PRAY FOR US!oh and indian dance got gold with honours!!rather happy for them.but now it puts much pressure on us-_-.goodness.oh wells.and the chinese orchestra got silver.but in my eyes..or more like ears.it was a gold:) i love their song.
LOVE
well.nothings been happening.as in.like wad im feeling.somehow.these few months since the break-up..ive only felt BUTTERFLIES in my tummy for ONE guy.but it endedrather fast.and there were two boys who were just so nice..but.somehow.i didnt feel anything.and i feel like i'd have to force myself to like someone now.like i dunno.i keep worrying whether someone has like put some spell on me that i'd never get the feeling of love anymore.gosh that'd be scary.but i sure noe that it cant be forced.so if my feelings for this one grows..ill be more than happy to try it out........oh wells.wads wrong with this heart of mine.
APPEARANCE
i want my hair to grow fast and long!!and i so cannot wait.as for my fringe.way to straight.rather annoying i tell you.MADNESS.gosh.okae well.no biggie there.im hoping.i hope my hair stays overall straight.the growing out part.a lil scary man.wad if my hair comes out like a bush from the roots to a sudden straight wisp of hair at the tail ends??GOODNESS.il just decide to shave.get a few wigs.and hten i'd have some lovely new hairstyles.hahaha.rubbish la.alrights.aas for my figure.i noe my waist is obviously rather wide but nothing i can do there.i hope i can stop eating so bloody much.recently started shoving food into my body..AGAIN.aiyoi.phases like these scare me..0_0.i wanna be a lil skinnier.WORKING TO IT.and i need a good facewash.BAH.
2.4 KM RUN
i hope i can get an A again.last year.wanna make myself satisfied.perhaps i'd aim for 12mins ++.happily cutting down each year.the sec 4s and 5s have been happily walking everytime during morning runs.i dunno hows my stamina like now.but im hoping dance has helped it to stay up up up still.BAH.
enough of random things.as for my days..
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.-that day.went to sheryl dalings place..ate and ate and camwhored like never before.or actually.i have quite a no.of times but WAEVA.okae so went like at 2 and came back at 10+.gosh.well had lots of fun with her!
-the next day..at like 2 am.met jill,ray and friends for a movie!SHOOTER.WAH.its DAMN good!!!!at first i was like.oh my..why did i come for this?it looks so stupid and boring.BUT THEN.its so unexpected and NICE!THRILLING LOVELY.lalala.
-k so i came home at like 7am and came the comp.did many things to many pictures...THEN!
-slept frm 10am-4pm.LOVELY!
-haha and since then its been monotonous la.now im here.EH.its exactly 12.00am on my comp.clock.so fun.so its sunday.and ive got mass!:)
-and timsum for lunch.oh wels.well HAPPY EASTER LOVELIES!!
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