whoa x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 x infinity.

heh.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.justhad to put it up.



O.MY.GOSH.chris browns just the best dancer LAAAAAAAAAaa.

its come to end of the day.
and lets just say.

a continuation to my last post.

................

i ate dinner.
and a whole lot.
great.


but ANYWAES.
more distraught news.

realised so much shit today.


1)someones got someone.

2)someone may have someone.

3)someone could be my someone.
but someone isnt my someone.

4)so many someones to be with.

5)so many someones gone.

6)so many someones, which someones gonna me mine?

7)when in the world am i going to get a SOMEONE?!?!?!

8)oh.talked to somemore someones today.

9)some someones make me happy:)

10)some someones just make me want to slap their faces.
like yesterdays someone.
he SO should not be counted in the someones list.
COS the someone in the someones list are nice someones.



BOO.
and i didnt get to go swimming with pau-ee today.
cos i realised last minute i did my hair just yest.
so i needed three days for it.
PFFFFFFFFT.

i miss exercising.
i miss being with a someone.
i miss liking a someone.
i miss holding a someone.
i miss feeling butterflies upon hearing his name or reading his msges.
i miss my normal days when i can just have fun.
i miss the beavers being together.
i miss tanning cos im as white as an albino cow.
i miss having money to shop.
i miss having smaller thighs and arms.
i miss being able to fit into a size 26 pants.
fuck now its just increasing and increasing and soon ill fit into a size 56.
i miss life being carefree, without O's to worry about.
i miss simpang nights with pau,nick and lis.
i miss sitting in rays car and feeling the thrill of him racing with other cars.
i miss sitting at starbucks talking and playing hangman with matt.
i miss sitting in starbucks for hours talking to ryan bout tonnes of shit.
i miss after-church outings with jon,simon,lis and ant.
i miss chalets.the ppl.not the drinks.
i miss the fact that i could play golf when i was damn young but i cant even swing the club now.
i miss going to nicks house and having tonnes of fun.
i miss seeing nick and mark together, being very happy just by being together.
i miss lis coming over to my place,taking videos and laughing like thats all we do in life.
i miss taking hours to braid lis's hair.
i miss spending 1.50 after 1.50, playing parapara with lis:D
i miss spending 4.00 just so lis and i cld slide down the slides and play in the balls in e old ezone.
i miss how jessie used to hide my bag every morning and how we'd chase each otr round class.
i miss how lis,tash,tessa and i used to be the fastest runners in orange house.
i miss ballet times with lis and tash, and how we were called the Three Musketeers.
i miss tap times with tash,lis,tiffy,nini and tammy.
i miss our tap performance.
i miss our la passion performance.
i miss our SYF performances.
i miss bak chor mee dinners.
i miss playing pool with rachy.
i miss going to the playground opp.sch with our p6 clan.
i miss us gg to the haunted playgrnd.(where i fell,and scarred myself,cos a dog barked-_-)

I Miss Mary Wong.
R.I.P My Love.
You will never be forgotten.

i miss fun times when leshia,petrina,eloise and i were bestfriends.
i miss how four of us would fight against xinxuan.
hhahahahahahahahahahah
hilarious.

k la.well apologies.but got so into reminiscing:)
so heres just a few pictures to keep you from falling asleep.



HAHAHAHHA

these two pictures just got us laughing till i wanted to pee in my pants.

and PAU.gotcha back!!:)))

-

WOOOOOOOOh.
i am motivated to lose weight!!!!!!

after our weight loss talk, ant told me bout this green apple diet thing.
so i was thinking iwas quite psyched to do it!!

but did i??
NOOOOOOOO.
instead.
i ate a RED apple:)

k la but no.
bad news comes in for me.
i come into the kitchen to find mummy making some damn nice looking pie?thing.
WAHHHHHH.
there goes my diet!!

k but nvm!
i saed.eat in the morning, dont eat at night.or for the rest of the day for that matter!
then!!

two hours later,
im on the comp.
mummy brings in Loacker biscuit!
my favourite!!!
so i eat and eat and eat!!
den on the how manyeth biscuit.
im like OHHHHSSSHHIIITT.
i just broke the rule of my no eating day.

so now im here on my chair feeling like a slob.
ThAAANKS.


but whatev.
i noe i can do it somehow or another!!!
ill achieve the size i want.
I WILLL.
positivity..:D

k i now leave you with a picture.enjoy.


now i just hope i dont get sued-

-

i am currently 300 dollars RICHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

thanks to my flyer job:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))


k well.
i damn tired again.
soo TOODLES.


(i have burstED out in pimples.)

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

my emo side.

kkk.
so now the emo side coming in.
prepare yourselves.






shit.like i dunno how to start.
uhh.kayy.
lets just say.
life's damn complicated and busy now.
school's taking up alot of time cos of O's.
and im like fuck worried bout O's cos im hoping to get 8 points!
which is like my hopes flying high in the sky.
BUT.
positivity saves the world.
so im just gg to remain positive!
cos i believe i realli can do it.
anyways.
ever since the second boy, ive never been able to like anyone properly at all.
not complaining bout the being free from relationship bonds and tie ups and blah.
but STILL.
it sucks to miss the feeling of liking someone.
i feel like a bloody crab can.
nerve-less.

GRAAAAh.
k la.
actually
my eyes are alreadi getting droopy in front of the screen and im laughing inside my head how stupid i look dozing off while typing.
so emo no more.
i shall salute you readers and go to sleep:)

goooood nighttts!:)


(it has been understood and accepted that this was a rubbish post.)

my emo side.

back i am once again!!
well lets just say, ive been working at the comex sale for two days alreadi!
and yesterday(firstday) was the most boringest work day i ever had in my whole entire life.
PUH LEASE.
jill and i were like..somebody save us.



kkkkkkkkk.
well ANYWAES.
today!!
was rather good!


lemme tell you first.
came from teachers day celeb.and it was GREat too!!
wah fuck.4/6's teachers day performance was fuck funny.
I SALUTE YOU lovelies:)

"AAAAAGAR"
(ppl who go untold of the lyrics, it may sound lame by what i just stated.but TRUST ME.it was hilarious.)

anywaes, after sch, rushed home and was so dog-gone tired i dreaded going to work.
but hyehey~
went to work in the end.
so off we go to work...LATE.
but never the minding.
we reach there and we find the FUNNEST spot at the door!
where EVERYONE was standing in a line and dumping flyers unto everyone who walked through our "gateway to flyer fest".
HILARIOUS!
met some nice ppl tooo!:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

kkk well rather tired now.
but im gg to TRY and load a vid.of the fllyer fest madness.
HOLD ON....
kayy.so i guess not!!
not sure how to send it.

k la.well after this is gg to be a THOUGHTFUL post.
full of FEEELINGsso im gg to end this now.
abrubtly.
BYE.

WHY HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
IM BACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!!!
but it wont be for long!
haa.


anywaes.just here to post some pictures.
cos im clearly too lazy to type anything.
DOODOODOO~
byeboobiefaces:)




i have cool toes.

too cool for school.it wasnt that pain at all!!


picture above:cos i just felt like being annoying.

and here is my 12 year love:)

WOOO.loving the people.

and GOOD MORNING WORLD.makeup-less we are.

rachy so has a life.:)

hey.someone's gotta do it!!

because i felt FREE in what i was wearing.

let me just chain my bike first.we'll go to the coffeeshop and have our rounds of beer soon.

OMG.
three weeks have passed rather fast!!
and tash and nini are going back tomorrow:((

but positive thinking--that gives me time to study:))

ANYWAES
fast one.
lemme tell you of last night

first.i had school in the morning.
DEN i had tutorials till 4.40 in the afternoon.
DEN i had to RUSSSHH home to get bathed and changed for the night~!!


yeahyeah.so met pau and nick and headed to school for some school tribute to ccas.
and we were all like.eeyer.izit gonna be shitty.
but it turnedout fun!!!














































































anywaes,
after the thing,which ended at 9,
headed off to downtown to meet tashy,nini and tiffy!
since these few days, theyve been hanging arnd with din and friends
favplace is dte.
soooooo.i am dragged off there too.
so we sit down
and there are friends like daniel, bobo, diyana?,huda, and all!but sorrie.
i cldnt realli rmb the names.din was there yet--he went to meet his gf.

sooo.happily talking and talking and doing stupid stuffs.
everyone saes din is coming.
and im like.
oh my.
cos...he happens to be my ex!
but now.
whats happening btw us is that we were supposedly okae with each other?
but when we see each other, its so hard to even say hi!
soooooooooooo.
he came.
did some handshake with everyone at the table..except me.0_0

thaaaaaaanks ah?well not like i cared for the handshake but imagine someone saeing hi to EVERYONE at the table, except you?!
so yes.
rather out.


anywaes, he headsto another table, and we just talk.
and when saeing goodbye.
everyone says bye.
he does a handshake with tiffy,tashy and nini.
and i just stand there waiting.
k nvm.
so we head off.
and to think tash and all saed he wanted to be friends.
thanks.
no.
he.
doesnt.


i certainly 100% dontmind my besties hanging around with my ex and friends.
but theres this weird feeling that, the person you were once with is hanging out and having such fun with your besties.
and when you think back, youre thinking, it used to be me included in that fun last time.or smtg.
ah wells.
things change.
and people move on.


well after dte, went back to tiffs,
got readi.
and headed to phunk bar.

fuccckiinnnnnnnnnng funny.
HEELARIOUS i tell you.
we get there
and tiff saed, 16 year olds are allowed.
so we're like...okae!
so we go there.
the manager? askss us.
kay how old are you ladies?
-16,16,18,18.
alrights.well normally we dont let in 16 year olds on a Friday Night.but since youll are alreadi here, we'll let youll in this time!



...so standint outside.
the RnB music was damn good.
the DJ also very good
so we were like..hmmm.
shld be quite crowded ah.
THEN WE HEAD IN

anddddddddddddddddddddddd
its SOOOOOO EMPTY!!
so i was like LAughing and LAUGHING and laughing!!
paid 15 to see like 9 ppl max on the dancefloor
hiphoppers from dunno where dancing small stepss to themselves in the corner.
chinese boy dancing alone on the dancefloor, looking at himself in the mirror on the dancefloor
and seeing him point out to us as the song had smtg to do with "ladies"

AHAHa hilarious i tell you.
toilet was rather dirty.
place was rather old.
pool table was rather tiny.
but tash and i still played.
and SOOO.we met two other girls.
one whos 17 and one who's 24.
so both of them had also just met!!
and guess wad.
when tiff and nii went to the toilet, all four of them started talking!
den tash and i went in, and joined the conv.!
so happily making friends, the girls ask us to dance on the dancefloor.

and as much as i liked the music, soooooooo embarrassing right!!!!bloody dancefloor so empty and tiny!!and everyones just looking at ppl dance and shit.
but nvm!
nini and i go.
tash and tiffy REALLLI didnt want to.
so nii and i and the two girls start dancing.
noeing me- im like miss-CANNOT-dance in front of ppl.
but nvm.
let loose after a while.
AND so i just talk to the 24 year old lady
and she tells me she's here with her "guy"(so she said.)
and she points to him.and blahblah.
and i forgot to say--she's the one who when we just came in, were looking at how she danced so madly and all.
not say in a bad way.but she looked like a working lady letting all her stress offf after a heavy day of work.HAAAAA funny funny.
on the podium with the pole also dancing.HHEEELLLAAAARREEEOus.

oakeoakeokae.so describing her.
lemme tel you.
she.
decides.
to.
grind.
with.
me.
.
.
.
.
.
.
..
THANKS AH?
and im alreadi not even comfortable with dancing there.
and i also DONT like grinding.
AND SHE GRIND MY ASSSSSS
WAHLAU.
so i was like miss malu happily laughing.
and then i sae(laughing)---uhh.sorrie!!i cannot i cannot!!(also cos i didnt noe wad to sae)
then she whispers into my ear--nvm.just let go!

then im like...0_0
NO THANKSSSSSS PLeASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!


hahah well nini was lookingnormal.but trying to hide her disgust.
HAHA
so we tell both girls we're going out to have a smoke.
and so we go.
and we DISAPPEAR from that place.
.
MADNESS.
i mean grinding.okae so perhaps its normal with your friend or boyfriend?
but with a girl stranger.
and with the fact i dont even feel comfy dancing.
its just.not.right.


kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
well we decide to head down to pasir ris to meet fido and irsyad.
old friends--esp.fido la.
rather funnny guy!!
well i was like DAMN TIRED.
so i was sleeping most of the way.hahaha.

aiyoi.fast forwarding.
GUESS WHAT??
our friend which we were sitting at with downtown just now, his brother had passed away!!!!!!!
in a motorbike crash.
ANDD
the other motorcyclist.
was fido's brother's friend!!!!!!
and he also passed away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
like O.MY.GOSH!!!
soooo saaaad!
at like 6+a.m din came and fido him and irsyad went to visit poor imran
imrans brother was also dins friend.so rather poorhting.

aiyoi.
and just before that, when we were on the way to phunk bar--we saw a crash and a body on the road.


WHAT IS THISSS??!
aiyoiiii.

well.thats my night.
and theres nothing more to sae.
so im just gg to say.BYE..