bleah.exhaustion and nervous-NESS!!!

now.the countdown to SYF is like..FIVE days.
and are we ready?
-no.

GOSH.

well today i think we managed to do a lil better??but its still not there.
i just dunno why we're not giving the "audience" what they wanna see/feel.

BAH.

oh wells.
prayers please.needed urgently.

anywaes!!today in class.
was rather noisy.
as in my class.
everyone just doesnt noe how to shuddup at one point of time.
talking and talking and talking.
and the class com?some dont even do anything
-annoying please.
they even add on to the noise.
BAH.

well poor muttu and sophia and all were going mad trying to shout at the top of their lungs for the class to shuddup.but does stupid talkative selfish noisy four five listen?no.
they talk even louder and do stupid stuffs.
well i noe at some point of time, everyone wanted to talk.
but when they see someone getting so mad-sophia and muttu
they dont fucking give a damn.
well some la.
GOSH.
sstuupidity and annnoyingness i tell you.
sometimes i feel i hate the class so much cos of their selfish behaviour.
as for the class ownership proj-the thing where we need to deco. the class,
at least some came to help:)
and we're making some progress.
gwen stepped down and poor see mun too.
seemun was so sweet to ask if she could help.
old news i noe-but i felt so sad when the class kept dissing her in a way.
its a lil of everyones fault.oh wells.

k NVM.

moving on..

today for dance,
we watched-SAVE THE LAST DANCE
and it was so good!
we watched it hoping it'd increase our passion and drive and motivate us.
it did to me!but the rest saed no 0_0.
WHY!?!?!!
haa k waeva.at least i benefited from it.LALA~
oh yes.if any of youll can watch it-
watch the first part when she dances in the hiphop club.
HAHA.
its fucking funny
.hilarious.
GAGAGAGGA.

kkkkkkk.not funny anymore.

SO!!-tomorrows a busy day for me.and to think this whole week ive got SYF practivce and

OMG!!DANCEFLOOR HAS STARTED!!TIME TO GO!@!

-will cont.later or tomorrw.HAHAH.-wad an abrupt ending.OH WELLS

OMG

i just did the STUPIDEST piece of SHIT thing anybody could so.
i clicked preview of my post.clicked back.
and didnt save the thing.and now.its GONE with the wind

THANKS ALOT PEE BRAIN.
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.
.
.
.
eh i wanna go swimming.
:)


okae wells.as i saed in the post that DISAPPEARED.
i was just talking about how i miss the beavers.
and i hate how tashy and nini had to go to aust. to study.
and that im praying that all we planned would come through
including them coming down this june..
im elated at the fact that four of us are still so closeknit!!yay:))

well tiffys coming back tomorrow morning!!!
she went up to see them
and me?
left HAPPILY in singapore. -_-

oh wells.anywaes,
SYFs this coming monday.
and im scared outta my wits.
im so hoping and praying we remain at the gold with honours standard.
it puts alot of strain and stress(same thing??)on us seniors and presidents.
as president and shush and glenda as vices, all of us will be/have been looked at.
and to drop from a standard of gold with honours to a whatever, people would
also think in a way that it was our fault.that we didnt help control the discipline.
which is getting a lil out of hand actually.and that we didnt do anything to help
them ignite the passion.

everyone saes we need the passion we had in La Passion.
but i dunno.
i feel the passion when i dance this dance.
i suppose its not strong enough.
and it has to come from EVERYbody.

four girls were taken out recently.
i feel fucking bad.
sad and fuck guilty.
i cant dance without thinking about it.
i cant study without thinking about it.
i cant eat when i see -'s face.
gosh.
but thanks to Miss Ong,
i talked to her and she helped me feel better:)
thanks Miss Ong
and thanks to Nick Oli.Sheryl.Lis and Pau.
ranting to youll wasnt lovely i noe.
but thanks for your supportive and encouraging answers:)
well im hoping whatever was done was done out of God's will
and that we didnt do anything stupid.

well sorry to Nanli, Sarah and Samantha.

okae.so moving on to a lighter note.
heres some pictures.
i noe they kinda look the same
but i dont care!!i like em:))
-taken with my phone.
so perhaps it wasnt the best.OH WELLS.
too bad.have a look anywaes.
TOODLES!!!



the wonders of editing a picture. time of day doesnt seem like what it really was.

isnt the colour just so..oldish and vintage?

loneliness wasnt a problem to him.

the reservoir

life's colour.

trees are a beauty,really.

i was happily studying.and this lovely caught my eye:)

bubbles:))---which cant be seen.hahaa

my weekend:)

HAR.2.4 was tiring.and SWEATY

HAHAHA.hilarious.-met nicholas(former cat.class teacher) at the swimming complex:D

after our refreshing swim:) -ilovepau

my loves -nick and lis

youve yet to see my ugliest moments

my version

her version.

eugene-GOSH.your position-perfect la.

and there he goes again.



love these two. fucking cute couple.

lalala~

gosh.i look like a bapok.

HAa.this was supposed to be nicks model position.

this is the result of lisa's perfect photography skills.

and this is the result of mine:))i love nick!PRETTYness

i like this shot.itlooks so.."come relax at the voideck while you wait for your friends to finish smoking..then you'll can proceed to lunch."-ish. right?:)

Life

life.sometimes.or most of the time.
is so unexpected.
sometimes things happen real slowly.
sometimes things happen so fast, you dont take notice of it.
sometimes things happen,and you just dont know why things turned out the way it did.

everyones life is planned.
unraveling God's plans for one is intriguing yet puts us all in suspense.

sometimes
i wish i could just do things right.
life is so short.
yet its hard to enjoy.
education, this fast paced world.
no one ever gets much rest.

time waits for no man.
yet sometimes i feel man cant wait for time.
or to put it in other context.
time's too slow for man.


Oh wells.
thats enough of randomness.

well.ive gotta say many things.
but im not reali sure of how to put it all in words.

to -----.
thanks for everything.
you always make me smile.
and i like your honesty.
i feel like i wanna like you.
but my feelings are just so hard to come by nowadays.
i feel like a stone.
void of feelings.
for me to like someone now,
i seem to have to push myself into doing so.
and i noe thats just not right.
youre great.
dont ever doubt that.
but i dont noe.
i noe this sounds so-cliche.
but its not you,it just is me.
i hope you understand.
i noe ive hurt you a no.of times.
im supposing so.
please noe i never meant for it to happen.
OH LIFE.
well im sorrie yes?

bah

well today was a pretty normal day.

as for yesterday.
woke up late and went to school at 12.10
-as many people would ask.
-why you come to school for then??
-WELL.im very smart:)
-i didnt wanna get an MC.
hur.

but then!aiyoi.this dear Sister Rita of a lady
was so beyond funny.but.slow.
GOSH.
waiting for her to do things is like waiting for a tree to grow.
alrights.but UNDERSTANDING her condition.i shall not sae anymore.
except for the fact she charged me FIFTY cents to cut my nails
and ONE DOLLAR to candy for using THREE pieces of cotton wool -_- -_- -_-
WHY SISTER WHY????
arnt you supposed to be a nun
who doesnt extort money
from lil young schoolgirls
whom you look upon as tyrants?

OH WELLS.

oh yeah!forgot to add.
rachy and i took charge of the boards in our class ownership proj.!
and we decided to do some stuffs yest:)
how FAST and EFFICIENT we are yes?
HEEH.
well we managed to get alot of materials
and did all the glittery things and blah blah.yes
not impt.
overall.it was quite so fun.




anywaes.todae-
was a normal day!
everything went fine.
we tried to squeeze in doing our class ownership proj.
in between periods and our recess timeslot.
rachy and i stayed in class
-she drew many many bumble bees!
chel helped too!and not forgetting ME:D
well yes.so off we went happily drawing bumblebees
and as they happpily cut it out, i busied myself
with cutting something else out.

oh we got many many tests back todae.
and im glad to say i passed everything pretty well!
except for.lit.
GOSH.
that lady ah.
beginnning to think she's
super stupidly annoyingly dont-make-sense
kinda strict in her marking.
GOODNESS.
well i happily failed.
-9/25.
THANKs ah miss chen?bah.

well!im happy for bio and emath:):)
happily passing pretty well.
im hoping it stays this way.
i so gotta catch up in the reproduction of plants.-_-
alah. waeva la.relax now.stress tomorrow.
k well.
OFF TO SLEEP NOW:)

-good luck to my lovelies in drama!!
-hope youll get the lovely gold/-with honours!!


(random question-do humans contribute methane to the atmosphere through farting?)
hmmm.
-wondering and pondering.

goodness.
m feeling so weak.
and my parents say i alwaes sae this only when i come back from gg out.
well booshit.
they never listen do they?
urgh.
well.
dance.
preview.
tomorrow.
fucking scared.
its for the sec threes.
hope we do it well.
gah.

lalala!!!
aiyoi.
ive been meaning to blog like a thousand years ago
but time hasnt been on my side.
or more like.
energy hasnt
laziness.yes.it was taken over.

OH WELLS.
oh yes!sorrie forgot to give lovely credits to daling pau again for changing my page:)loveyoubitch

so anywaes,
i figured i'd blog about the ROUGH idea of everything going on so far in LIFE.

SCHOOL

ive been coping with whatevers been given to me,so far.but wad worries me is the mid-years.i love the excitement of a "test".one hell of a huge one la.but anywaes,the thought of all our sec 3 work being tested is a lil.SCARY.considering the fact that i havent exactly started revising as well.all this adds up to MADNESS i tell you.or more like STRESS.gosh.well shall be positive about it!!i can do it!!:)

CCA

we've been practicing really hard.but i noe we can do so much better and practice harder and all.but i noe the weather and school's been bringing us all down alot nowadaes.and the fact the dance is a "sport" in which energy should be ABUNDANT in you.but with school and all the homework and this scorching hot sun and its weather..everything just piles us on us. from the comments given..we're still messy.balancing not right.and not realli together.thats scary.
to think SYF's just 2?weeks from now.ohgoodness.please-those reading this.PLEASE PRAY FOR US!oh and indian dance got gold with honours!!rather happy for them.but now it puts much pressure on us-_-.goodness.oh wells.and the chinese orchestra got silver.but in my eyes..or more like ears.it was a gold:) i love their song.

LOVE

well.nothings been happening.as in.like wad im feeling.somehow.these few months since the break-up..ive only felt BUTTERFLIES in my tummy for ONE guy.but it endedrather fast.and there were two boys who were just so nice..but.somehow.i didnt feel anything.and i feel like i'd have to force myself to like someone now.like i dunno.i keep worrying whether someone has like put some spell on me that i'd never get the feeling of love anymore.gosh that'd be scary.but i sure noe that it cant be forced.so if my feelings for this one grows..ill be more than happy to try it out........oh wells.wads wrong with this heart of mine.

APPEARANCE

i want my hair to grow fast and long!!and i so cannot wait.as for my fringe.way to straight.rather annoying i tell you.MADNESS.gosh.okae well.no biggie there.im hoping.i hope my hair stays overall straight.the growing out part.a lil scary man.wad if my hair comes out like a bush from the roots to a sudden straight wisp of hair at the tail ends??GOODNESS.il just decide to shave.get a few wigs.and hten i'd have some lovely new hairstyles.hahaha.rubbish la.alrights.aas for my figure.i noe my waist is obviously rather wide but nothing i can do there.i hope i can stop eating so bloody much.recently started shoving food into my body..AGAIN.aiyoi.phases like these scare me..0_0.i wanna be a lil skinnier.WORKING TO IT.and i need a good facewash.BAH.

2.4 KM RUN

i hope i can get an A again.last year.wanna make myself satisfied.perhaps i'd aim for 12mins ++.happily cutting down each year.the sec 4s and 5s have been happily walking everytime during morning runs.i dunno hows my stamina like now.but im hoping dance has helped it to stay up up up still.BAH.

enough of random things.as for my days..
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.-that day.went to sheryl dalings place..ate and ate and camwhored like never before.or actually.i have quite a no.of times but WAEVA.okae so went like at 2 and came back at 10+.gosh.well had lots of fun with her!

-the next day..at like 2 am.met jill,ray and friends for a movie!SHOOTER.WAH.its DAMN good!!!!at first i was like.oh my..why did i come for this?it looks so stupid and boring.BUT THEN.its so unexpected and NICE!THRILLING LOVELY.lalala.

-k so i came home at like 7am and came the comp.did many things to many pictures...THEN!

-slept frm 10am-4pm.LOVELY!

-haha and since then its been monotonous la.now im here.EH.its exactly 12.00am on my comp.clock.so fun.so its sunday.and ive got mass!:)

-and timsum for lunch.oh wels.well HAPPY EASTER LOVELIES!!

Pao blogging for Aud.

Hellohello.
Pao here blogging for Aud cause i just finished changing her blogskin and setting up her cbox.
Something simple and nice, hope you like it aud! (:
- pao.

omg.

omg.
i so have to change this lovely blogskin!
wad an annoying coincidence!
i have the same blogskin as my lovely,rachy!
WAD IS THIS?

but anywaes!
waiting for my lovely manager of the editing crew:)
she's a one-man crew.
if that even makes sense la.
HAA.
k bye.
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:)

LOVE

LOVE.
something im not very familiar with...
well was just doing random stuffs in friendster
and spotted this in my bulletin.
so decided to just post it la huh?

it says its the 45 things girls would want their boyfriends to do.
i suppose its true.
like i'd want my boyfriend to do that too.
but judging from the no feeling im getting from everything
i dont think ill be getting any bf anytime soon.
but even if i feel smtg for this someone.
i dunno if its like?or a miss.
but if its a miss.cld it be a like?
but a miss cld just be a friendly miss.
right?

oh whatever.
just read.
and agree.
and to boys?
do it.
SHOW HER SOME LOVE MAN

:)
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.
.
.
.

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're
with your
friends


keep reading


11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more,
deny it.
fight
back
15-when her friends say i love her
more than you,
deny it. fight back and hug her tight
so she cant
get to
her friends. it makes her feel loved


Are you thinking about someone?


16-always hug her and say i love you
when you
see
her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE
WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
..20 u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you
buy HER
stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can
still help


we might deny it but we actually like
and kinda
want
you to get us things


26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in the
morning and tell her
have a good day at school/work, and
how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she
needs you, & even
when she doesn't need you, just be
there so she'll
know that she can always count on you


are you still reading this u better be
its important


31. Hold her close when she's cold and
she can
hold
you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close
and kiss
her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose;
(it will give her
the
hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm
around her
and
then she will automatically put her
head on your
shoulder, then lean in and tilt her
chin up and kiss
her
lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her
head on your chest so she can listen to
the steady beat of your heart, Link your
fingers together while you whisper to
her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your
arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her
sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and
wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her.


youll never know when she needs just a
little more
LOVE

....
yeah yeah.
so thats about all im going to write todae.
since me eyeballs seem to be hanging low alreadi,
and twirling it around in a turban isnt helping.

HAHA.
k sorrie.
that was just so lame and it made no sense.
but then again
it came from me:)
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audrey lange